Her | Kim Namjoon

You a Part of Me

When I first met you we weren't quite as tall as a tree trunk of a tree. We weren't quite as mature as we tend to be now. We weren't quite as attached to each other as when we first intertwined our hands, making a promise of forever, that we would never let our friendship go.

You're that person to me now and more.

I can't forget you

But I can't be the one you hold on to forever.

You have to let me go

You have to go out and find the one you love

But for you to do that

You deserve closure

And I would rather not have anything but a beautiful goodbye

So take my hands now

And let me show you that you will always be a part of my euphoria.

- Joonie

Sura's POV

As I read the letter in the palms of my hand a single tear slipped from my eyes. One could say it was unwarranted, for a simple letter, for a few simple lines of remembrance of what we will always be. But it meant the world to me. And that tear seemed to release all the pain that came with it all.

I gathered all my courage in me to get off of my couch, to push aside the piles of blankets I had buried myself deep within. I brushed out my hair, braided it into a silky rope and decorated it with the jewels that I cherished.

My mascara was bold, my dress sequined, a satin red as well at that matter.

The heels that slid onto my heels didn't hold me up as much as I held myself.

I looked at myself in the mirror...the mirror I had always seen him in as well.

I could still imagine his warmth, I could still picture his arms sliding around my shoulders as he told us that we looked amazing together.

But as the wind shifted, the picture drifted away and I was left with just me. Just me and the blue necklace I had been once been given by Joon sitting at my neck.

You will always be a part of me.

But even without you

I'm still me.