The spring, summer, fall and winter. Four seasons that came right after one another yet were so different from each other.
Four parts of the year that slipped past one another to complete one another.
Namjoon
Sura
Y/N
and Jungkook....
Four people.
Not a complicated love triangle like many situations but complicated and torn at all edges regardless....
Y/n and Jungkook....
The pure soulmates that completed one another.
Namjoon and Sura....
The ones with a complicated present, past and future but those who most likely knew the other more than anyone else did.
Sura and Y/n...
Those who had much more than what meets the eye, beneath many layers, beneath many stories...but there was an amicable opinion from one upon the other...They couldn't hate one another, for they both knew at the end of the day they just wanted Namjoon to be happy...and they were both willing to let their butterfly go to who captivated his heart no matter if it meant he took a part of them with him....themselves never being complete again.
There was more respect cascading from the two than there ever would be from any other two.
Y/n and Namjoon...
The ones whos hearts were destined to be together...but their worlds...their worlds collided far more than their hearts and heads did....
And the only way to be together now
Was to face those demons....
Namjoon
Namjoon had gotten out of his car that spring day. His comfort, his scarf wrapped tightly about his neck as he shivered far more than what was necessary. Beads of sweat had formed upon his forehead, his cheeks were a stained red in some places but not others...in all he was a mess and he knew the minute he stepped in front of Sura's door he wouldn't be able to pick all of him back up anymore....some pieces would stay missing...they would stay with Sura.
He heard the repeated dings coming from his phone and he saw the flash of Y/n on his phone screen but he couldn't pick them up...not now.... He needed to do this right
He needed to give a correct final goodbye
He needed to give the respect that Sura more than deserved and that meant keeping Y/n away from his already clouded thoughts for a while.
He needed to focus on Sura and only Sura....
A shaky breath was inhaled but it stung far more than nicotine and alcohol could ever burn him...the breath was filled with remorse, sadness, and pain.
As he put one foot in front of the other, just like his red dress beauty had done so long ago to leave the mess that was unfolding in front of her...Namjoon took steps forward directly to the door of all confusion and all of the mess he had created.
His hands were shaking, his throat felt dry. His phone was in his back pocket and though he wouldn''t hear it a faint "hello" would soon speak up from the phone~
The door in front of him creaked open....
"Namjoon?" Sura asked tiredly
"Hi."
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Her | Kim Namjoon
Fanfiction"She deserved someone she loved and someone who loved her...someone who placed her above everything as if she was his diamond...the one who shone so brightly in his eyes he always wanted her to be just as happy as she made him...She was an angel...
