My heart had been pounding in my chest since that day a fortnight ago. I kept to myself these fourteen days as I stayed locked up in my disney land-like bedroom and stared at my computer, keeping myself busy. Keeping myself busy.
Fairy lights decorated the walls and canvases that were now stripped of all color as I looked at them. My whole world felt black or white. Accept Namjoon or Reject Namjoon. The only thought that didn't make a strand of sense as it passed through me was why I had to consider the options in the first place.
I remembered the kiss.
I remembered the way he held me.
I remembered the tears
and I remembered the smiles.
I remembered our friendship
And I remembered my shattered heart.
I remembered seeing Namjoon with Sura all those times and times ago
and I remembered running away from that world each time.
I remembered
but none of it made sense.
I shut my laptop closed as I looked outside my bedroom window. It was snowing outside, quite rarely I see snow I thought as I moved closer to it.
I opened the window sill and my hand was floating in the wind before I had willed it to. Tiny snowflakes melted with a small hiss at my touch. I smiled admiring the beauty of each piece of delicate snow.
If I let you stay in my heart will I,
Like the tiny dust, tiny dust floating in the air
Will I get to you a little faster
If I was the snow in the air
I miss you.
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Her | Kim Namjoon
Fanfiction"She deserved someone she loved and someone who loved her...someone who placed her above everything as if she was his diamond...the one who shone so brightly in his eyes he always wanted her to be just as happy as she made him...She was an angel...
