I Let Him Love Someone Else

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Dear B,

First of all I'm really glad that you're back
It really means a lot to me and you know that for a fact
I really don't want you to leave again
And it's so hard walking down that lane
There's a lot that I wanna say
But in the end you always had it your way
These words you don't wanna hear
When I say it you'll wanna leave your dear
Because when I was ready to commit,
you decide to cheat
I was all in for you
But you needed someone else

These words I know you hate hearing
Believe me, saying it is a painful sting
Sometimes when we talk you feel so far away
It's like with me you don't even wanna stay
The fact that you even left me for her
I felt like a rose that has withered

And you know how much I don't want to let go
But I will if I really have to coz I love you so
Writing this letter brings me to tears
I guess I'm just forced to face my fears
I wish I could have you
But that would be a selfish thing to do
I'm not even sure who am I to you anymore
I don't know if you feel the same as before
Thank you for loving me and being there for me always
Thank you for staying up when you know I'm not okay
But you can let me go and be happy with her.. That was really hard to say

Loving you always, C
PS You staying by me sounds good too

This is a part of a letter I wrote to my ex

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