He's Just... Dangerous

Chapter 18

Nicolette's POV

I started crying, and tried to pick Justin up as fast as I could. What have I done. He cares-wait, probably cared- so much about me.

I blew it.

I never knew Justin would do this to his self. It's sad to know that I caused this on him. I finally got him to sit up on the sink counter. I moved his hair out of his face and caressed his face.

"B-baby." I stuttered. I kissed his cheek, but he kept crying. I went into the cupboards under the sink and pulled out a soft cloth, and gauze wrap, along with peroxide to help clean out the cuts.

I set the stuff next to Justin. I got the cloth wet and set it down. I picked up Justin's right arm, the one with no tattoos. He immediately pulled back. I sighed.

"Justin.... Please give me your arm." I said sadly. He hesitated, but held it out to me.

I grasped his arm to support it, but not touching anywhere near the cuts or blood. I finally got enough courage to examine the cuts. I gasped. There were at least 30... If not more. I held back my tears. I can't believe he did this. I took the wet cloth and started to dab the blood away. He cringed when I accidentally dabbed a cut.

"Sorry. " I said full of concentration. Once I got most of the blood off, I washed the cloth off as good as I could. Justin calmed down a bit, and now was just staring at the floor. I examined the cuts, deciding to not pour peroxide on the ones that look really deep. That would hurt too much.

"Baby... I-I'm sorry." He said. I shook my head.

"No, don't be sorry." I said back. I held his hand and poured peroxide on the first few. He winced and gripped my hand.

15 Minutes later

I was finally done with the cuts and it's was all wrapped in gauze. He stayed on the counter just starting at his hands. I put all the things back and looked over to where the blade was dropped. I went over and quickly picked it up, wrapping it in much T.P., then throwing it in the toilet, flushing it.

I grabbed Justin's hands and pulled him, so he would come off the counter. I held his hand and walked through the house. We finally got to the front door and I pulled him outside. He had a look of confusion.

"We are taking a walk." I said confidently. I don't know if this is a good idea, but it's an idea.

We started walking down the road. It was silent. But a comfortable silence. I noticed Justin was looking at the ground, and still was silently crying. I stepped right infront of him, making him stop. He looked up, then burst into tears,  and hugged me, putting his head on my shoulder. I wrapped my arms around him, patting his back, letting him cry.

"I'm sorry." I said sadly. He soon sniffed a few times and then let go. He stood up straight, towering over me. He grabbed a hold of my hand, and we started walking again. We walked nowhere exact, but just kept walking.

In no time, it became dark, and sadly... we were lost. i had no idea where we were at all. I looked around, and it was getting darker by the minute. I saw a guy in a dark hoodie and jeans, kind of following us.

"Babe?" I whispered Justin.

"Yeah?" He looked around, trying to figure out where we were.

"Um, casually look at that guy across the street." I whispered. He nodded and turned his head a little, getting a glimpse of the guy.

"What about him?" He whispered.

"I think he's following us. I've seen him there when we started walking." I said quietly. He took a look at him again.

"Fuck." I heard him curse under his breath.

"That's a guy from the west side gang." He looked around, pulling out his phone quietly. He put the phone up to his ear.

"Hey, i need you to track my phone and help. We have trouble." He said quietly, then paused.

"Yeah, code blue." Blue?

"Okay, bye." He hung up and slipped the phone in his pocket.

"Help is on the way. No more police involved. This is gang stuff." He mumbled to me. He held my hand tight and walked at a faster pace.

"What are you doing? He's going to notice us." I said. He nodded.

"That's kind of the plan." A car pulled up in no less than five minutes, stopping right infront of us. The doors opened revealing Za, and four other guys. Justin pulled me into the car and closed the door. Justin pulled me on his lap, his arms around my waist and face in my neck.

"Baby, I just want you to try to sleep okay?" He said to me.

"Why?" I asked confused.

"Things might get bad. I don't want you to see it. You've already seen enough for today." I nodded sadly, curling up in his lap, and nuzzling my face into his chest. He held my tight, arms wrapped around my figure.

I felt someone shake me, trying to wake me up. I opened my eyes and suddenly felt cold. I sat up when I realized Justin wasn't in the car, and I was laying on the cold leather seats. I looked at my surroundings, seeing I was in another car, but with the same people.

"Wh-what's going on? Where's Justin!?" I panicked. Za turned around from the front passenger seat.

"Nicolette, calm down. Jason's fine. He just has to take care of something with other gang members." He said calmly. I rubbed my head.

"Like you would care anyway. You're just a whore." I heard a familiar voice say. I turned to my right and saw the only and only Chaz fucking Somers. Tears weld up in my eyes.

"Hey, Chaz, watch it." Za said intimately. Chaz kept going.

"How dare you cheat on my best friend?" He mumbled to me, but Za heard it.

"Shut it Chaz. Nicolette wouldn't cheat-" Chaz cut him off.

"Yes she fucking would!  She's a slut-" The boy in the seats behind us cut him off.

"Okay, I better get in between this... Literally." He climbed over the seats and sat in between us. I was on the verge of tears, so I tried to blink them away, looking out the window. I felt someone put there arm around me. I looked and it was the boy who shut Chaz up.

"Hey Nicolette. I'm Ryan. Jason's friend." I nodded and looked back out the window. I could feel the tears coming down my cheeks.

"Sorry about Chaz." He said. I nodded, silently crying. I sniffed and looked at him.

"Where's Justin?" I asked him.  He sighed.

"He went to his house two hours ago. He went to pack his stuff with some people from the gang." I made a confused face at him.

"I've said too much. Jason will tell you the rest." He said, and I laid my head down on his shoulder, trying to get comfortable.

We soon ended up at my house and I saw Justin come out the front door. I lifted my head up off Ryan's shoulder. He took his arm off of me. When the car stopped, I was the first to get out. I ran over to Justin and he smiled, with arms wide open for me. I ran into his arms and wrapped my arms around his neck. I started crying.

"Babe what's wrong." He asked, getting protective. He pulled back and looked at me.

"Chaz." Is all I said and then you could see the anger on his face. I saw Chaz come out the car and Justin angerly walked towards him.

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-Winter