Him

Chapter One

Hannah's P.O.V.

"Hannah, get your fat ass up! They're here!"

I open my eyes as I hear my father yell at me from behind my closed door.

"I'll be down in a sec, Dad!"

My father hates me, he never wanted me and he still doesn't.

I hurriedly get out of bed and run into my bathroom.

"Why do I have to go?" I mutter to myself as I wash my face.

I apply some foundation and mascara, then throw on some shorts and a tank top. I put my hair into a messy bun and quickly brush my teeth.

I run down the stairs, still slipping on my converse. As soon as I reach the bottom I'm met by 5 pairs of eyes staring at me.

"What?" I ask, giving them an annoyed look.

"You can sleep on the tour bus, you still look tired." Rydel says while giving me a hug.

I look at Riker as I pull away from Rydel, "Where's my hug?" he asks me.

I slowly walk over to him and hug him, along with Ryland and Ellington. Rocky and I exchange glares as we do every time we meet. I avoid looking at Ross, and I can feel his stare burning into the side of my face.

I turn around and look at him, "Are you okay?"

"Of course, babe. Why wouldn't I be, I've got you." He replied.

"I am not your babe. We are not together. I don't care how badly you want us to be or how bad the fandom wants us to be, it's not happening." I tell him, as I do almost every day.

"Yeah, whatever, babe." Ross winks at me as he puts his arm around my waist, and starts walking me outside to the tour bus.

I try to push him off, but he doesn't budge.

"Ugh!!" I groan.

"What's the matter?" Ross asks as we stand outside the bus along with everyone else.

"You. That's the matter." I reply cooly.

"Then you're gonna hate me even more." He winks at me.

I give him a questioning look, but he doesn't say more. Just then Mark and Stormie walk over to us with a paper on a clipboard and a pen.

"Okay! Since we have more people with us this time around, we have to have everyone share a bed." Mark says, looking at all of us.

I hope I share with Rydel, please be Rydel!

I beg to nothing as Mark looks down at the paper.

"We had everyone choose their partner, except for you, Hannah, since you weren't at the meeting. But luckily, someone volunteered to share a bunk with her!" Stormie cheered, smiling that famous smile of hers.

Rydel chose me, I just know it!

"Okay, the bedding arrangements are: Riker and Rocky!" Mark shouted and they both fist bumped

"Ryland and Savannah!"

"Ross and Hannah!"

"Yea- wait what!?!?" I shouted, I thought I would be bunking with Rydel???

"Sorry, Hannah, but Rydel is bunking with Ell." Stormie said apologetically.

I looked down and shrugged. Wow, I have to sleep with Ross. Hey! Now I know why he said that I'd hate even more. And he's right, I do hate him even more.

"And of course Stormie and I will be sleeping on the pull-out couch." Mark smiled while looking at Stormie.

They're such a cute couple, they don't fight or anything. They're the definition of a perfect couple.

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Right now we are on our way to go get Ryland's girlfriend, Savannah. She's such a nice girl, I haven't gotten to know her well, but I will now.

I'm sitting on the couch in the tour bus messing with my phone.

"Hey." I heard someone say as they flop down on the couch next to me. I look up to see, Ross.

"Do you need something?" I ask, I'm not gonna lie. I'm pissed at him. Why? Why do I have to share with him? Rocky would be better than him, and that's saying something.

I don't necessarily hate Ross, I just hate how he always has to touch me or how he calls me 'babe' or 'baby' all the time.

"What? I can't just sit here and talk to you?"

"No. No, you cannot." I replied truthfully, I really don't want to talk to him.

"Come on! Please don't be mad at me! It was either sleep with me or you have the floor, and I know you hate sleeping on the floor!"

Please stop talking to me.

I looked up at him, giving him a blank stare. I didn't say anything, I suddenly felt really sad. I don't know why, but my chest tightens up and I choke on my breath.

Oh no, please not now!

I'm having a panic attack. I always get this way if a guy is forcing me to do something....

Memories of my past came flooding back and before I know it, I'm crying.

"Woah, Hannah, are you okay?!?" I hear Ross ask, but everything sounds weird.

I look at him and let out a loud sob. I got up and ran to the bunks. Thank god it was only me and Ross in there. Everyone else decided to ride in the van. The only reason Ross and I are back here is because I was gonna rest and they sent Ross to watch after me.

I ran into the bunks and crawled into a bed. I curled up into a ball and cried.

"Hannah!" I heard Ross yell as he ran into the room.

He found me and crawled onto the bed next to me. He couldn't sit on it because of the bed on top of ours, so he had to crawl on the bed.

"Did I say something wrong? I'm so sorry!!" Ross sounded scared and he didn't know what to do.

"I-I-I'm f-f-fine." I tried to sound okay, but failed miserably.

"No you're not."

I didn't say anything, just laid there. I had stopped crying and now my face just felt tight and puffy. I turned around and looked at him.

"I'm just freaking out because I'm going to be away from home for a year. That's all." I lied straight to his face.

He looked like he didn't believe me, but nodded. He opened his mouth to say something, but we came to a stop. I guess we're at Savannah's house. I looked at Ross, "I'm going back to sleep, okay?"

He just looked down and nodded, he leaned down to kiss my forehead, but I pushed him away and turned around. Eventually he got up and left to go meet with everyone.

Not even 5 minutes after he left, I fell into a deep sleep.

Hey, this is chapter one of my book. I hope you're enjoying! I would like it if you were to vote and comment, but I won't force you to. I just want to let you know that I'm going to try to post a chapter everyday, but I'm not promising anything. I will have another chapter up tomorrow though or maybe again today.

Thank you for reading❤️