Not you again - Luke Hemmings

Chapter 15

Luke

I stayed up for a while after Alison fell asleep. I just needed to cuddle her, I felt so bad because I was pushing her and kind of losing control. I didn't even want to have sex with her, I just felt the urge to kiss her again. I was so caught in the moment I gave her that hickey, wanting to show her and everyone else that she was mine, even though she wasn't. That's why I stopped myself before the hickey became too intense. I felt so bad.

I wrapped my arm around her waist cuddling up to her. This felt so right, damn it why was I feeling so attracted to her? I have never been like this with girls. I didn't just want to have sex with her like I usually do with girls, I wanted to cuddle her, make her laugh. And what I have done before, seriously wasn't helping.

I felt her cuddling up to me s well. I'm not quite sure if she would do this when she's awake. What's wrong with me? I'm Luke Hemmings, I don't really give a damn about cuddling, I have never, why was it different now? Get your shit together Luke! I closed my eyes still not letting go of her.

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When I woke up on the next morning it was already noon, damn it I was hungover. I was quite irritated not finding Lis beside me. There was only a pillow, where she should be. Oh well, now I know how the girls felt, where I have been using this trick as well. Maybe it's karma, Luke. Anyway, maybe she was just in the kitchen drinking coffee. I looked at my clock realizing it was already 1am, damn it.

I pushed the covers off me getting up. Aston and Calum were stining in the kitchen drinking coffee.

"Morning." I mumbled getting myself a cup of coffee as well.

"Morning, sleeping princess." Ashton laughed. Why is he so much fitter than me, he was drunk as well.

"Where's Lis?" Calum asked me.

"Don't know. Where's Sammy?" I asked back.

"She left about a hour ago, she went into your room but you were sleeping alone with a pillow, it was hilarious." Calum laughed. I looked at him annoyed to cover up, that it actually hurt a bit.

"Shut up. I don't know when she left, but I don't care as well." I lied.

"Anyway, you up to something today?" Ashton asked me.

"Sure as hell not. I'm so badly hungover. And besides I need to study a bit."

"You're no fun. Ash let's go play some FIFA." Calum said.

"You know I don't like FIFA." Ashton said in a duh tune.

"It wouldn't be to bad studying as well, Calum." I said, knowing I sounded like a bitch.

"Okay, mum."

"Luke, being the father is normally my part." Ashton laughed tapping me on my back.

"Or we could practice. We haven't in a while." I suggested. "But not now, later."

"That would be a good idea. Michael's still asleep, but I think he's in as well."

"Nice." I just stated drinking my coffee. We had this band. We're calling ourselves "5 Seconds of Summer" or short just "5SOS". We're one of the campus bands, but probably the best. Sometimes we're even playing some little gigs, it's pretty awesome. When we were all paired up into a dorm we shortly after found our that we were all playing the right instruments for it. So we ended up making a band. And we love it. We don't want to do it on a professional level, but still it's nice when people ask us something about it.