They were from Liv and Luke and the second I saw them they made me feel uneasy,they were both texting me on completly different topics.
'I did it with Ryan' Was all Liv's text read,I don't quite know what she meant by 'did it' but I had a good idea.
Luke's text was different though,it made me feel like I was shrinking inside.
'Harry said something thats made me think" Was all it read and automatically I knew Harry had clearly gone and said someting to Luke after they both left.I rang his number and after a couple tries he picked up.
"erm hey" I said awkwardly holding the phone to the ear with one hand whilst with the other I brushed the strands of hair that had fallen into my face to the side.
"what the hell piper really" Luke didn't even say hi back,his voice didn't seem angry or annoyed but much worse,it made my heart ache,his voice radiated hurt.
"what?" I asked completly lost,what could he of said.
"I thought you were cool but you are obviosly not" He sighed,I felt a lump form in my throat I felt suddenly nervous,its one of those feeling which is tottaly unexplainable to anyone who has not exsperianced it before,the best way to desrcibe it is hurt,fear,confusion all rolled into one whilst your head spins and your tummy is doing flips.
"Luke what the hell" I sighed not knowing what to say.
"you are so clueless" He said through the phone sighing,he still didn't sound angry though.
"yeah I am,explain to me what's going on" I replied with almost a needy voice.
"Harry came up to me after I left and told me that he likes you" Luke said,My heart felt like it stopped,my breathing hitched,my feelings went from confused,to shocked and then angry in the space of a minuet
"what the hell" I finnaly spoke,I was so shocked I was suprised I could even manage to get some words out.
"I'm going to go mad at him oh my god,he is just trying to cause drama" I said feeling very fustrated and angry.
"you can't do that" Luke sighed,he seemed to be not as worked up before,probably because he heard my reaction to what Harry said.
"why the hell not" I said sliding out of my bed and sitting on the floor,resting my pounding head onto the wall.
"because he said if he told you he would beat the shit out of me and make your life even more misrable" Luke said which made another wave of anger flush over me,he couldn't do that,he couldn't threaten Luke,this guy was deluded did he think his life was a movie and it was going going to drive me insane knowing that I couldn't say anything to him,well lets be honest I wouldn't say anything to him I would probably go mad at him.
"fine" I sighed knowing that I would have to keep my mouth shut either way.I couldn't even tell the girls,not mention it to Josh or anyone this was going to be hard.
"really?" Luke asked suprised.
"Yeah" I replied,I hung up not wanting to listen to anything anymore,tottaly defeted,I was still upset that Luke left like that and was moody when he picked up,I can't see how any of this is my cause,sorry that this absolute freak told you he liked me.
I decided to ring Liv later decididng that her problem could wait,I had enough of sitting in this dark room feeling sorry for myself,I would rather feel sorry for myself whilst outside,I grabbed my phone shoving a hoodie over my leggings and Harry potter top walking downstairs,I couldn't hear any movement in this house it was so dead,like how I felt inside.
I walked straight down to the sea front,the same way Josh walked me when he first took me here,I climbed under the barriers we sat on and walked straight down the the shore,the sea was wild,lapping furiosly against the shore,I sat on a bench against a wall just looking out at the sea trying my best to clear my thoughts.
