(HEY I AM AWARE THAT I HAVEN'T UPDATED IN LIKE TWO MONTHS IM SORRY BUT I'M JSUT LAZY SO I TRIED TO WRITE A GOOD UPDATE)
"I mean I know it's because I love you"
"You know I love you right?"
Those two sentences were haunting my thoughts and completely taking control over my brain until I couldn't think straight anymore.
It was stupid really that I was torn between two boys and this seemingly never ending cycle that had me trapped in between them both was some what not healthy.
I kept telling myself that I didn't have to choose and that it would sort it's self out but I knew full well that I needed to make a decision.
"Piper you can't avoid this forever" Harry softly said to me trying to ease me into this conversation.
We were sat across from each other on the couch right now,My Uncle was yet again on some business trip and Harry had kicked Josh out as soon as he got here claiming that he 'needed to speak to Piper without any interruptions'
"but why do I have to make the decision,why do I have to be the one to hurt someone" I mumbled my response sinking further into the couch just wishing it would swallow me up.
"it's not a hard decision is it Piper Jesus" Harry sighed rubbing his head as if it was hurting,he thought he had it in the bag here and he thought I was going to choose him,he didn't know that I had been talking to Luke recently.
But he was just putting his feelings in front of everyone else.
"It is hard don't get pissed with me you ass" I sighed just as loud as Harry did;picking up my phone trying to distract myself from this awkward tension but dropping it back onto the couch arm when it popped up saying I had a notification.
"I'm gone then Piper"
"what does that mean?" I quickly snapped my body back to face Harry,he wouldn't make eye contact with me instead his dull eyes were facing the carpet watching the traces of swirls that were left in it;his chest was slowly heaving up and down pressing against the fabric of his signature black top.
"don't ask questions that you already know the answer to Piper" His attitude was slowly but steadily getting to where I didn't want it to be,his words were as harsh as his gaze which was now directed at me.
I stood up unsure of what I was going to say any words that I were trying to create into a sentence were stuck as my mouth hung open,I looked down at Harry who was still sat on the couch his elbows on his knees as he looked up at me,his face didn't adorn the cocky smirk it would of a few weeks ago before he said some snide comment to me instead he looked disappointed as his eyes wondered between me and the floor.
"I can't believe you" I quickly shot out the first thing that would come out of my mouth.
"I can't believe you either Piper how hard is it to make one decision this isn't some fucking war its two people and you choose one" Harry snapped now still staying firmly on the couch his hands flying around to exaggerate his words.
"what don't you understand about the fact that it's not that easy" I snapped back at him instantly feeling a rush of adrenaline but also a heavy weight push against my chest.
"what don't you understand about,I'm gone if you don't make a decision" Harry took a deep breath glancing over my expression which was probably shocked and hurt at this stage.
"because I can't wait any longer Piper,it hurts,I mean it really fucking hurts me to know that someone else is making you happy and he could replace me"
