chapter thirty two

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lazily woke up,the way where you gradually open your eyes just staring at the wall.

Much to my surprise my leg was lay over Harry's lower body and I was resting my head on his extremely hard arm,I looked up to him and he was adorably still snoring lightly through his nose his eyelids were tightly closed shut showcasing his long eyelashes that any girl would die for.

My neck was cramping from laying on harry's arm all night so I sat up and began to rub it due to how stiff it was.

I looked over at my phone and it was already nearly 11am,I can't quite believe everything that happened last night it seemed like all of it was a dream it was all a bit fuzzy and hazy thinking back on it but there was certain things i can remember like the man and running from him,freaking out and the dream that was the most vivid in my memory I could of sworn it was real.

I vaguely remember Harry coming into my room very early in the morning but everything past that point was somewhere hidden in my memory.

Harry mumbled a few times before opening his eyes I imagine the same way I did.

"hey" He sleepily mumbled to me lifting one of his eyes to see me,his voice was all raspy and his hair was fluffed up all over the place.

"hi" I replied smiling down at Harry,I really liked this watching him in this sleepy state.

"come cuddle" Harry spoke his raspy voice giving me not a second to think before I fell back onto his chest.

Harry began rubbing light circles on my arm which sooner progressed down my arm and onto my hipbone where he had lifted up the tank top I was wearing just enough so he could rub my skin.

Harry must of not been able to take it because he pulled my chin up with his middle finger and kissed me on the lips,it wasn't rough like it normally was,his lips were soft and needy.

I shifted so I was now straddling him mainly because I didn't want to crane my neck up to kiss him and lets put it this was we could get a bit more handsy in this position.

I kissed Harry's lips again as soon as i moved and he bit my top lip gently with his teeth making me shiver and grab onto his broad tense shoulders that were being covered by his black shirt,god how I wanted his shirt off,so I took it off.

With Harry's shirt off and flung behind me I grabbed his shoulders leaving Harry's lips for a second to look down at his chest,it was beautiful,he had a few tattoos scattered across his chest which was odd seeing his age but who cared it made him look so hot.

(idk what tattoos harry would have when he was 16 so stfu)

Harry's hands now ventured to my waist gripping it and pushes me down slightly do he groaned,to shut him up I hastily connected our lips once again to make sure no one would hear and interrupt us.

A very odd sudden confidence washed over me although I was practically nearly shaking and I moved my hips a little which turned on to full on grinding onto his growing erection,I had never done this before but i had heard of it and I sure hoped I was doing it right.

and I gathered that I sure as hell was doing it right when Harry subtly moaned into my mouth again before leaving my lips and kissing down my neck ever so softly making my body shiver and I continued to grind on him.

He looked up at me with a smirk on his face before connecting his plump lips directly on my collar bone and sucking and biting and kissing,I didn't even have time to protest.

I was in so much shock and pleasure that I stopped grinding on Harry which also made him stop and look at me grabbing my hips and moving them again.

Our lips were kissing and biting at each others again and I could feel my heart rate rising and my breathing becoming desperate when Harry pushed me backwards so I was laying on the bed,his shirtless body hovering over me with a smirk on his face.

His hands supported him up whilst I felt his chest and slid my hand over his erection which caused a loud groan into my mouth from his.

Harry took charge now as he supported himself up with one hand and let the other roam my body,it started my running down my chest and lightly over my breasts and then down my body to where he gripped one of my thighs lightly rubbing circles with one finger.

I was beginning to feel nervous I wasn't even sure I wanted this right now and it wouldn't feel right doing it with Harry when we weren't even a couple.

Just as his hands moved down I sat up.Harry moved to let me sit up and just looked at me confused.

"we can't do anything" 

"why not babe" Harry said to me in that low voice that made me feel faint and his hand crept back onto my thigh but I moved straight off the bed feeling awkward as hell.

"Harry no" 

"okay babe I understand but what should I do about this" Harry said pointing to the tent in his pants as he smirked at me.

"sort it out yourself" I replied smirking at him before turning and walking into my bathroom locking to door behind me panting and leaning against the cooling wall.

I couldn't quite believe what I had just done but I know that stopping was the right thing.

I also found the fact that Harry was pleasing himself on my bed right now quite amusing.

I stripped off my clothes and hopped straight into the shower washing my wavy hair and my body and doing all the other stuff I needed to do.

But as I wiped away the steam from the mirror I noticed a big hickey on my collar bone obviously that Harry had left,it was already bruising.

I grabbed the biggest towel off the rack and placed it around my body and dried myself a little before forcing myself to walk back into my bedroom because I forgot to bring underwear and clothes to change into.

Harry was no longer in my room when I entered which worked in my favour,the bed was still crumpled and unmade where we had spent the night sleeping in-twined with each other.

I changed into some jeans and a hoodie which I made sure covered the hickey and some socks with pugs on which I really liked for some odd reason and quickly blasted my hair so it wasn't dripping wet leaving out makeup because me skin was looking decent enough today.

I couldn't stop smiling throughout the whole timed I stepped into the shower till I was dressed and somewhat ready,I couldn't believe how intimate me and Harry had just been I didn't think I had the guts,it made everything that happened last night seem irrelevant now.

I picked up my phone which had a few notifications but I only saw the more rude messages from Ruby telling me to ring her before she killed me.

I rang Ruby first seeing as her messages were somewhat aggressive....

"err hi"

"look who picked up" I heard Ruby's familiar sarcastic voice ring through the speaker of my phone,as we had got closer she seemed to be more herself around me.

"idiot" 

"rude anyway me and Fred are staying at mine tonight wanna come?" Ruby asked.

"Sure" I replied,I should probably get out of the house for a bit anyway.

"get dropped off at like 7ish"

"Alright text me" I replied before hanging up and placing my phone back down ignoring the other messages for now,they couldn't be that important....

(I STOPPED THE SMUT OOPS)

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