Naked

The P S Y C H O P A T H

"I pity GOD for knowing you
I pity she who is fool enough to fall for a demonic asshole like you
I pity she who's going to pray to that same god that you claim is good to you

Do you think i did not know you were toxic
Do you think i enjoyed you touching me claiming it was making love
Do you think i do not know about your ignorance of consent
Do you think your satanic energy didn't linger underneath my skin decaying what's left of feelings .
I could smell the rot , the septic scent and i have become one .
How i hate you
How i hate myself for letting your unholy self shatter my demons
How i hate the fool i used to be , the fool that let you lay hands on her , the fool that decided to believe you instead of the whispers and the echoes in my head chanting repeatedly and sarcastically poison poison poison
But i , the fool ignored them , for you made me believe i was insane
You've planted your venom in my subconscious you knew what you were doing
You knew that planting them there is more harmful than plating them elsewhere

You've manipulated me like I'm stupid
How i hate you
How i hate your thorns

How i hate that you've had the honor of knowing me
How i hate giving you that honor
How i hate giving something so divine to a filthy snake , an attention seeking manwhore like you .
How i hate that you've surfaced the psychopath in me , the freak .

But most importantly I pity you , for everything you've done to me is going to demolish every drip of existence you have , I'm going to suck every bit of sanity you have there , if i found any , I'll make you beg to stop the drought,
I'm gonna make you beg for mercy
Like i once begged for your love .

I'm going to spit on every whit of glory , I'm gonna smudge your whole being because a soul like mine doesn't like to be played , a soul like mine does not fuck around , a soul like mine , pure and humble , is also satanic and egotistical.
A soul like mine is worth more than what you and your bitch called " God."

A note she wrote not long ago