Each others Love (Nian)

Trust

Nina's POV

I looked at Ian with so much confusion on your face He didn't give anything away with his expression. No Sadness, No happiness, No happiness, No emotion. It was really off putting because I had no idea what was happening. I didn't know weather to worry about what I was about to find out. I just sat waiting for him to speak.
"Your grandpa... the one who had dementia... Passed away last night" his face now full emotion. Sympathy and all. What? I didn't even get to say bye and everyone knew before me. How did that work?
"How did you find out before me?" Anger was bubbling inside me but I didn't let it out because I knew of I did I would just scream and scream until I cried.
"Your mum called you last night but you didn't pick up.." he paused.
"My phones flat" I say and he nods.
"She calls me this morning to tell you" he tells my with a tired and sad tone I wasn't sure what. I narrowed my eyes and looked at him and stand up.
"You knew all day" I say through gritted teeth. He looks down.
"You knew all freaking day" I say again more stern. He nods but the nod was barley noticeable.
"You son of a bitch" I say louder.
"I was trying to h-" I cut him off almost shouting now.
"How is not telling me gunna help me that's not helpful in anyway."
"I wasn't thinking" I gets louder as well.
"How come Kat, Zach and Paul knew about this, they were acting weird too " I say calmer.
"I told Paul to get advice on how to break it to you" he looks up at me scared like he was waiting for me to flip. I didn't I just shook my head and tears began to fall. Ian rushed over and grabbed my arm but I snatched it away.
"Neens I was an idiot p-"
"Yes you were, please just leave" I say you could hear I was crying.
"Nina" he said calmly.
"Please leave" I say again.
He sighs and reluctantly walk out. I know I told him to leave I still need him. I did need him to hold me and help the pain go away. My grandpa didn't even get a good bye. He probably forgot about my existence all together and all the times I spent with him as a child were all gone. They were long gone they were gone even before he does because he didn't remember. I decided I needed a friend. I decided Paul was a good choice even though I was a little pissed at him. I plug my phone in and call him when my phone had charged enough.
"Nina?" he asks worried
"Can you come here please" I say heavy breathing.
"Yeah I'll be at yours in 5" he then hangs up. I put down the phone and lean against a wall and slide down it and hug my legs.
"Nina" I hear Paul call.
"It's open" I call back. About 30 seconds later he walks in and stops when he sees me but then comes to sit next to me. He didn't say anything he just pulled me into a hug and I hugged back.
"Sorry for not telling you Neens" he mumbles. I pull away from the hug and nod.
"It's fine but I'm pissed at Ian he has known all day and I've been with him all day" I shake my head in frustration and I see Paul's eyes inspecting me carefully.
"I know but you need to forgive him he was trying to find the right moment to tell you and he called me when he got home panicking because he had left it to late." he was still looking at me.
"Really?" I say shocked. He was panicking. I felt a little bad now for snapping at him.
"Yeah so I suggest you go and sort things out with him." I nod and he continues "do you want me to give you a lift to his place?" I nod again and we walk out my house.
We drove to Ian's in silence not speaking Paul broke the silence when he stopped in front of his house "do you want me to wait for you out here?" in gave him a small nod and walk out of the car. I got to Ian door stop and had butterflies in my stomach. Why though this was Ian. I knocked on the door. Their was no awnser. I knocked again and soon their was Ian stood behind the door shirtless. His face straightened.
"Nina" he said quietly I smiled a little and began talking.
"Look I'm sorry I shouldn't have got pissed I'm re-" I stopped when I looked in the house and in the hallway was Amy with his shirt on and nothing else. I froze lost for words. Nina say something get mad or something don't just stare. I looked back at Ian again not speaking. Why wasn't I screaming my boyfriend has just cheated and I'm just staring saying nothing. Ian to was staring and our eyes locked his eyes showed shock and panic. I couldn't deal with this. That moment the anger set in.