Each others Love (Nian)

What have I done

Nina's POV

I stood in Ian's arms thinking about the kiss we just shared. It almost made me forget that he had fucked up. I know he regrets it's with everything he has but I don't know if he will do it again. I thought about it while holding him in my arms. I could hear his heart in his chest. It was slow and steady. I looked up at him.

"I'll give you another chance if you promise me one thing?" I ask him and looks at me and smiles.

"Anything." he smiles again.

"Please don't see Amy anymore." I look at him and his smile fades.

"What you majoring me pick you or Amy" he pushed me away gently. I shrug in reply.

"I can't do that" he looks at me

"Well that answers my question" I walk away.

"What Nina, what was your question." I turn around and sigh.

"Do you love Amy? I know you do love her or this decision would be easy, So I picked for you, what did the fans call you again, amian no it doesn't go, I'll google it later" I wasn't talking to him for the last part it was mainly to myself. He laughs little but then goes serious.

"I don't love her Nina I love you" he walks up to me.

"Yeah you do, did you enjoy the sex with her?" I got straight to the point.

He hesitated "Yeah" he mumbled "yeah I did, but it's sex I enjoy sex" he shouts. I try and hold in my laughter because these walls aren't exactly sound proof. I manage. But I could tell he could see amusement in my eyes.

"No if you loved me you would have been like 'shit I'm cheating on Nina I have to stop' while giving her an orgasm instead you were moaning 'uh uh' I think that explains it" I turn on my heel and I was amused by that argument more than any other one I have had in my life. But I couldn't laugh because I was to annoyed and as I had lost my Ian to a complete whore.

Ian's POV

Why did I make such a big fuss about saying good bye to Amy. I am actually an idiot. I needed Nina and I pick Amy over her. Could I be more stupid. I felt the anger come back. Not aimed at anyone else but to me for being a complete ass hole. No ass holes to nice. I walk out of set no caring that I still had stuff to film. Sadly though I was caught.

"Ah Ian there you are I need you, Follow me" Julie had a clipboard in her and and was using the other one to direct me to where I needed to me.

"Look Julie I can't right now." I tell her.

"Nonsense I need you on set now." she exclaimed.

"No Julie I can't" I say a little firmer.

"What've Nina done now" she sighs.

"Nothing, She's done nothing, It's me I've been a dick and tossed her away." I say.

"Look you haven't tossed her away look at you last time you were back together and happy that's gunna happen this time" she looked sympathetic.

"No it won't because I picked Amy over Nina, I mean Amy, come on what's wrong with me" I sigh and look down.

"Look Ian you need to talk to her, Ill delay the scene for 10 minutes that all I can do." I mood knowing there was no way out of filming today. However I wasn't talking to Nina. She wasn't going to forgive me. I had picked her biggest enemy over her so I can't just expect forgiveness. I nodded and walked back towards my dressing room. I saw Paul again stood out side my dressing room. Are you joking. I swear it was 'Let's visit Ian day'

"What?" I snap

"I heard and man all I got to say is you have screwed up" he chuckled a little.

"You think I don't know that, I'm a dumb ass." I shake my head. "I don't even like Amy, she's just good in bed, she's cold and heartless and Nina she's beautiful, kind, caring funny, also good in bed." I mumble. I look at Paul and she him looking seriously at me.

"You gotta speak to her man, she's not good right now, her self esteem is down here and you need to fix that." he said. Man I had ruined her. She sounded like she was in a mess and it was my fault. I don't know about how I feel about impacting others feelings. I mean it's amazing when you manage to make then smile, It's amazing and you laugh as well but when you make someone you love cry and broken it breaks you too.

I was going to talk to Nina. I needed to. To fix everything. I needed to film this scene first. Then I will talk no Nina and this time I will get her back.

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Hi I know it's short but I thought this was a good place to stop.

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