Slight improvement

1.6K 30 2
                                    

We arrived back at Kats house and Dani knocked hard on the door and when Kat answered she didn't say hello or even look a her. She pushed past her. I smiled at Kat and followed Dani to make sure she didn't do anything stupid leaving Kat very confused.

"You little shit!" I heard Dani yell from the kitchen. I ran in and saw her walking up to Ian, I stood behind the door so they didn't see me but I could see them "you think you can just fuck people and break people hearts with out getting away with it, just listen hear you don't, Nina fucking loved you so you if she gives you another chance you better treat her well because if you don't I swear I will end you." her finger was pointing at him the whole time

"I don't plan on it," his voice was bitter "I plan on getting her back and never losing her because I love her I love like like I have never loved anyone before and I know I've been a right douche but I have to live with that but I can't have her taken away from me would destroy me, I love her so fucking much, so if you think I would hurt her purposely you are so wrong." he looked at her sternly his anger coming out now. I wasn't sure why he was angry but to hear what he just said made me re think.

"Well you tell her that not me" Dani had calmed down now she walked away and then turned back "one question though, if she hadn't have found out by kinda walking in on you would you have told her or with held the truth that you just screwed your ex that hates Nina with a passion and you weren't even drunk." she didn't sound sad or angry she said in a questionable voice. Ian however he didn't answer he looked down.

"That's what I thought I guess that's why I doubted you not hurting her." She walked away. Before she could see me I ran into the lounge and sat on the couch. I meant to see Dani and hear what she had to say but I just fell into a deep sleep.

---

Ian's POV

I watched as Nina slept on the couch. She looked so peaceful. She didn't look like she had just had her heart broken. Her facial expression was relaxed and all I could do was stare because she was mine and I screwed up. I meant everything I said to Dani. I did plan on getting her back and keeping her and never hurting her. I watched her as she slept and as her eyes started to flicker open to reveal her big brown eyes. They look around as she sits up slightly and her eyes focus on me. I can't read her expression but I kept looking at her trying to.

"Ian?" she mumbles.

"I'm here" I say not sure what else to say.

"What you doing here?" she mumbles she didn't say it any louder than before.

"Umm I didn't leave last night and yeah" I say back, Although it was awkward I didn't mind because at least we weren't yelling at each other. She nods.

"Nina look at me please" she does and I speak "look I'm so sorry, I don't know what I was thinking I really don't because I would never want to hurt you because I don't know what I would do without you in my life" I didn't know what she was thinking or what she was going to say but I waited for words to come out. She said nothing. I spoke again. "look Nina we can be friends or more than that but I can't love with you hating me." she didn't say anything. then she did and it kinda tore my heart out even though I saw it coming.

"Do you expect after this everything will just be how it was. that I'll just forget about it" she loses eye contact with me.

"No I don't expect that" I say in a calm voice trying to keep it that way. "I don't know what I expect because all I know is I love you and I need you in my life like I've said. I'll win you back." I said hoping she would just come and kiss me and we could make up. I knew it wouldn't happen but it still could in my mind.

"I love you too but you hurt me and I don't want to be hurt again." she mumbled. She got up and walked out before I could say anything. I really had fucked up haven't I. I then walked out of Kats house and went back to mine to sort things out in my head as they are just as fucked up as my relationship with Nina. My phone started buzzing and AMY was written on the screen. Ehh could this girl take a hint?

"What?" I snap.

"Oh be nice, lover" she says back that made me flip.

"We're not lovers" I snap back.

"Not your thoughts last night your great on bed, sweet cheeks" she was obviously trying to piss me off.

"Look leave me alone" I say in a threatening voice.

"Fine as you wish" she sounded like she had something planned to piss me off. Before I could ask she ended the call leaving me oblivious to what she was upto. I had a feeling it had something to do with Nina so I left straight away to go to Nina's apartment.

I arrived at her door and heard voices inside and knocked the door. Nina answered and gave me an odd look.

"You okay?" I say quickly she nods. I push past her to go into the apartment I ignore Nina's 'excuse me' as I push her. I see Amy in her lounge.

"Ahh not such an idiot I see" she smiles as I walk in. Nina follows. This wasn't going to be good.

"What's she doing here?" I turn to Nina. She shrugs.

"I can ask the same to you, so hey I'm gunna make coffee but if you two want to make out and make babies can you not do it in my apartment as I would like to keep it a little clean." with that she walks out and Amy throws her self at me. Her lips crashed on mine. She kept kissing. Oh come on Nina hurry up. She comes in carrying a mug. She sees us and stops.

"Ugh guys I said don't do that in here do it somewhere else" when she said that Amy got off and had a confused look on her face as she looked round at Nina.

"So you don't mind?" she sounded confused.

"No I don't mind but you need to get out my apartment if you are." she sips her coffee and sits on the sofa and switches on the TV. As soon as that happened Amy grabbed my arm and pulled me out the apartment.

"You hear that, we are back on, boyfriend" she smiled and kissed me again. What? I pushed her off, the thing I should have done just now.

"No we are not" I say and walk back into Nina's apartment and shit the door so Amy couldn't get in. I walk in to the lounge and see Nina sitting in the same position as left her. She looked at me as I went to sit next to her.

"What you doing in here?" she asks quietly almost as if she was to tired to stay awake and talk to me.

"Getting away from Amy" I say back.

"Oh" was all I got and she leaned back and her eyes shut but she spoke. "look Ian I don't know what's going on with her but can you leave me out of it?" She voice was quieter now than before. She opened her eyes and try focused on me.

"Nothing's going on between us she's just a grippy ex" I say.

"Yeah well I don't want to be caught up in it" she snaps and then closes her eyes to fall as sleep. I wait in her lounge for a bit until I think Amy would have left and walked out of Nina's apartment. At least she was done with the yelling at me. Even though I could still see the hurt in her eyes.

Each others Love (Nian)Where stories live. Discover now