Each others Love (Nian)

I miss you

Ian's POV

Could I be a bigger jerk. I walk in and the first thing I do is blame Nina for something I did and she heard the the whole thing. I'm mean she did talk a little but I doubt when she said talk to you later she meant it. I left though and walked down the corridor to my own dressing room. I walked into see Kat in there.

"Get out" I tell her now in the mood for a lecture or a heart to heart of our feeling that need therapy.

"Look I know your screwed up in he head so I thought we could talk" she stood up straight.

"Oh right now you want to tell me how much of a jerk I am because guess what Kat I know." I snap at her.

"Yeah you've been a jerk and I think having a convertsation not About you being a jerk will help you not be a jerk" she smiles as if I understood what she just said.

"Okay great, that's a lovely theory but please move your ass out the door so I can close the door and all will be good" I say as politely as I could and she walks out but before I shut the door she says.

"You know your not just being a jerk to Nina it's everyone what happened to the nice Ian has Amy taken her away" Kat glared at me. That really got my blood gushing and my anger up.

"I would walk out before I break my promise to never hit a girl." she walks out and I slam the door. I stand in silence for a few minutes trying to calm myself down but failed. I pace and punch a wall none of these things are helping ease the anger. I needed Nina he somehow knew how to calm me in these situations. Three knocks on my door and Paul came in. Eh can people not take the hint I need to be left alone. Or Nina.

"Man I'm sorry about earlier." Paul said.

"Why you apologising you didn't do anything" he nodded at that and I spoke again, "I need Nina right now I am fighting anger which is telling me I beat the shit out of something and she knows how to calm me down" I say.

"She's filming something's at the moment so she's busy what does she do I will try and calm you down but if she makes out with you I'm out I'll just let you beat the shit out of something." I chuckled a little at that.

"No you can't do anything because it's just that it's her, she's just her and I ca down because she's with me and that's all I care about" I mumble not really talking to Paul.

"You really love her don't you" He sounded a little guilty.

"Yes I'm fucking whipped" I sigh.

"Right okay but can I ask you one thing?" he said standing up.

"Sure go for it" I say

"Why did you sleep with Amy" he stopped "if you love Nina so much then why not just wait for her and have sex with her if you were horny" Paul was serious.

"I wasn't horny, to be fair my reasons not good enough my reasons actually really shit" I stop and Paul just waits "I needed a distraction from Nina because she was mad at me for not telling me about her grandad an-" Paul cut me off.

"She wasn't mad at you Ian, she was shocked by the news and you know why she was coming round that night?" Paul stopped and I looked at him. His eyes locked with mine "she came to apologise for that and she felt horrible." I left. I felt like such a jerk. I was pretty sure Nina had told me that before that night but to be fair that night is a but of a blur.

I sat in silence for a minute or two when I heard a quiet knock on the door.

"Fuck off" I say not wanting another person telling me how much I have screwed up and I need to sort this out. I thought back to Kats visit and anger came rushing back. Until I heard a little sorry from out side the door. It was Nina's voice and she was the person I needed right now. I rushed to the door and saw her walking away from it.

"Nina come here please" she turned around and walked back. She stopped informer of me and I walked into the dressing room she followed.

"Look Ian don-" she didn't finish her sentence because I had wrapped my arms around her simply because I needed a hug from her. She didn't hug back to begin with but she did after about 20 seconds and I felt a he anger sieve away. Man I loved this girl. we stayed in each other's grasp for ages until I pulled away.

"Thank you I needed that" I smile at her and she smiled back. She was beautiful and she used to be mine but I went ahead and lost her. Way to go Ian.

"Nina" she stopped me.

"Ian shut up I want to forget about it." she knew what i was going to say. Made me lover her even more. I was whipped. I nodded.

"If you want to forget about it do you want to go back to the way that we were before" I ask my voice full of hope.

"No because I dot know if your gunna do it again." she looked down avoiding my eyes which were focused only on her.

"Nina I promise I won't because that's the biggest mistake and I regret it so much because I love you so much." She looked up at me with serious eyes and started searching my face almost as of to see of she could read me and was checking if I was lying.

"Ia-" I cut her off by putting my lips on hers. She stood there me still kissing her. She kept refusing as I kept kissing. Eventually she gave in and wrapped her arms around my neck and kissed my passionatly. These were the lips that best fit mine. Not Amy's, Not anyone else's. Nina's. I was never going to hurt her again because I loved her so damn much and I can't lose her. I need her. Her beauty, her personality, her love had won me over.

God I'm so fucking whipped for this girl.

"I miss this, I love you Neens" it slipped out before could stop it.