"Michael!" you whispered quickly.
He stood in the doorway to your bedroom, his hair messy from sleep, staring at us both. My heart plummted.
"I thought you were still recording" I said choking on the air around me, as i felt my cheeks rage red.
He glared at me, then his eyes landed on Luke. I saw Miachles jaw clench.
"Michael, please let me explain" I said quickly, walking over towards him, holding his face in my hands so he would look at me rather than Luke.
"Don't fucking touch me" He spat, shrugging me off of him. "How dare you, how fucking dare you" He said spitefully, pointing at Luke.
"Michael please, don't" I pleaded, running in front of him, as he squared up to Luke. Luke didn't back down, he squared up to him too. I held a hand on both their chests, trying to keep them apart. They were both taller and stronger than me, so i ended up becoming sandwhiched between their chests.
"That is my fucking girlfriend. You are suppose to be my band mate, my best friend, my brother" Michael began. "I can't believe you, i can't fucking believe you!"
I had only seen Michael really angry a few times.
It was rare to see Michael get this angry. He was usually so cool and collected, no matter the situation, so it was terrifying to see him in the state of fury he was in now.
"Mate calm down, look-" Luke began
"Don't you dare try and talk your way out of this, don't even try it!" Michael yelled pushing further towards him, sandwhiching me further between the two of them. "I heard you Luke! I heard fucking everything!" I saw his fists clench at his sides.
"Michael please, it was a mistake! I'm with you Michael no one else, YOU!" I said quickly, hoping to calm him down. He didn't. In fact this only sparked Lukes temper.
"Well that didn't stop you from kissing me back did it?! Michael clearly can't be the only one if you decided to kiss me back can he?!" Luke yelled, firing up Michael.
"SHUT YOUR MOUTH LUKE." Michael shouted, pushing further towards him. I wriggled out between the two, standing beside, staring at them both, as the glared at each other. "GET OUT NOW!" Michael yelled.
"FUCKING GLADLY!" Luke retored.
"YOU TOO!" Michael shouted pointing at me.
My heart fell through the floor.
"Michael please. It didn't mean anything." I choked, as i watched him throw my shoes out the front door, that was wide open from Lukes exit. "no no no, Michael i love you, please. Please don't do this"
"My fucking best friend y/n" He spat. "You make me sick. Both of you. Just get out, i don't even want to be in the same room as you right now,"
"Michael please" I cried. The tears rolling down my cheeks, as i stood in the door way. The rain was still pouring down outside, and i saw Luke at the end of the drive way watching what was going on.
"How could you. 3 years. 3 fucking years." He ran his hand through his hair, punching the wall next to the front door. I jumped back, as pieces crumpled to the floor. "I trusted you!"
"You still can Michael please" I begged, crying. I knew my mascara would be streaming down my face, but i didn't even care. That was the last of my worries.
"After everything we've been through. After it all, you throw it away just to hook up with him" He yelled "But you don't care. You don't care at all!"
"Yes i do!" I shouted back, my voice cracking as i screamed back at him.
"STOP FUCKING LYING TO ME!" He shouted, puching the glass vase on the small table next to the door, sending it cascading to the floor, smashing into tiny pieces.
My eyes wide with fear. I had never seen Michael like this before. Ever.
"I'M HURT! I'M FUCKING HURT AND DON'T ACT LIKE YOU CARE, BECAUSE IF YOU DID, YOU WOULND'T HAVE DONE WHAT YOU DID!" He shouted.
"I didn't even know what was happening, it was all so quick-" I breathed, wiping tears from my eyes with the sleeve of my slouch jumper. "Please, i love you"
"Just get out" He spat, avoiding my eyes.
I bit the insides of my cheeks hard, to stop myself from crying out loud. I stepped outside on the door step as he slammed the door loudly shut in my face, leaving me on the cold wet porch of our little downstairs apartment.
I sunk to the floor, the rain beating down on me, soaking through my jumper and my skin. Hugging my knees to my chest, i held my head in them, crying quietly, wishing the floor would just swallow me whole.
I felt a presence over me, and an arm go around my shoulder. I looked up to see a very rain drenched Luke.
"Are you kidding me!" I spat, yanking his arm off of my shoulder, and walking into the rain, down the pathway and into the empty, street lamp lit street.
"Wait! Y/n look!" He shouted after me. I continuted down the road, ignoring him."Wait okay!"
"Piss off Luke" I spat, hugging my arms into my chest as the rain poundd down on us. The thunder tumbled over the clouds in the sky, as Luke caught up to me, walking alongside.
"Fine fine" He spoke quickly. "So where do you plan on going huh? Ashton and Calum won't be back all weekend, i've lost my key for our apartment, you have no money, so what do you plan on doing?" He asked.
"My plan is to get as far away from you as i can!" I shouted back, focousing my gaze on the soaking pavement beneath me, walking aimlessly, with no real idea where i was heading at all.
"Seriously, just calm down a second-"
"Calm down! Calm fucking down Luke" I lost it, i stopped dead in my tracks and turnt to face him, shouting in the middle of the street, obvlious to anyone or anything around. "I've just lost my boyfriend, my house, my relationship, so excuse me if i'm not really in the happiest of moods right now!"
"Y/n, you're freezing and soaking wet, let's check into a hotel, get you dry and cleaned up" Luke spoke calmly, ignoring what i had just said.
"It's all fucking gone Luke! Everything i've just thrown it away!" I cried, the tears rolled, and i was glad it was raining, so Luke couldn't see how much of a state i was in. "Everything is gone! It's all gone!" I cried desperatley, my fists clenched, punching him in the chest, crying. He grabbed my wrists, stopping me from hitting him, as i collapsed into his chest, his strong arms wrapping around my shoulders, as he held me protectivley.
We stood there a while, whilst i just cried into his chest as he held me. I lost track of time, as he whispered reassuring words into my ear, his arms rubbing comforting circles on my back.
"We're checking into a hotel or bed or breakfast or something, i don't care what you say, i'm not having you wandering the streets till god knows what hour of the morning." Luke spoke firmly, as we finally pulled away from the embrace.
I had cried myself out, exhausted and freezing, i didn't have it in me to argue back.
He wrapped his hoodie around my small frame, and lead me down the streets, holding me strongly by his side till we came to a little bed and breakfast.
The rain had almost stopped completely, apart from it slightly spitting, and i had lost track of the time. It felt like we had been walking for hours.
"everything's going to okay, i promise" He whispered as we walked up the stairs to the door of the little building.
Everything wasn't okay, and from the deep aching feeling of loss in my chest, nothing felt like it could ever be okay again.
