This is just a rant. Most important part is no chapter today and maybe tomorrow. Also I'm not looking for sympathy this is just a way for myself to unwind a bit.I'm mentally exhausted. I really want to do things but I can't get the motivation to do those things. One of those things is writing.
School is also playing a big factor. Ever since the school year began I was left with no motivation what so ever. I have only two classes where I have friends in. Everything is far more difficult and the school isn't updating us to what is going to happen. The time tables have a lot of mistakes in it making me a bit paranoid.
In my social life I get ignored, a lot. And that is something I can't deal with. People just talk true me or stop listening and sometimes even start talking to someone els while I'm talking. It makes me feel unwanted and unimportant. This happens a lot in my family. When it happens I can get really petty and salty which makes my parents mad at me only adding to my frustration.
My family has also been saying to me to be more social but as soon as I do they send me away or want me away. Mostly because of my loud voice.
At the moment body just screams at me to do things but my mind doesn't cooperate and vise versa too.
At the moment I just want some to hold me and whisper sweet things to me. But I'm a single Pringle who's mom doesn't want me hugging her because of the way I do it and who's father is extremely frustrated with work.
I'm a mess at the moment.
Here is some pictures and memes for if you made it this far.
I saw this picture and send randomly at like midnight to my friends. 'Someone's name' is a mixed berry sorbet. And just went to sleep leaving everyone confused. The next day I send this picture to clarify and that friend who's bi send back. "I'm a berry sorbet."
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