Im in love. ( Connor franta fanfic)

Five years later...

Chapter 2 :(:

" will you still love me when I'm no long beautiful? "

I sang along while cleaning the mess of my step cousin.

Everyone was gone . They went out to eat, while I was blamed for the mess of hers and forced to clean it and go again with out food.

I was fat anyways. At least that's what everyone says even my step mother tells me that. Starving I can lose a few pounds.

" Dear lord , when I go to heaven , please let me take my man..."

I sang while scrubbing the floor.

That little brat , She had a bag of mug and threw it everywhere.

Her mother thought I did it . She command me to clean it with the rest of the house.

I don't understand why , I'm fucking 17. I'm not a child.

Once I was finished I looked it the time , 12:30 am.

This place was fucking spotless.

My Step mother and step cousin weren't back yet . Since she's 18 she can drink so I guess they went partying.

I walked into my room and changed in to spandex shorts and a baggy sweater.

I grabbed my iPhone and ran downstairs , I plugged it into my Ihome and played See you again by Breath Carolina .

I began dancing around , and singing out loud .

After dancing and singing for a while

I looked at the clock, 2:00 am.

I grabbed my Iphone and went to my room. Well I have to sleep since I have school tomorrow . I set my alarm to 6:00am. I put on my headphones and drifted off to sleep.

~Next day~

I woke up to my alarm .

I got up and took a shower and changed into a pair of jeans and an extra - extra - extra large sweater then brushed my teeth . I grabbed my bag and slung it over my shoulder . It was only 7:00 am. School didn't start till 8 . Oh well.

I walked out the door and began walking to school. I put on one headphone and played a song by pierce the veil. I sang along.

I heard some people walking behind me, they were laughing and making fat jokes about me.

And so it begins.

The bullying.

By everyone at school.

I only had one best friend , Ricky Dillon.

I love him like a brother he was always there. he know what happened to my mother and father and what my step mother does.

As I try to ignore the people behind me but one chick thought it would be clever to say " Hey fatty, that sweater big enough?".

truth be told, my weight is 130 pounds.

I have never take of my sweater.

so everyone thinks my weight is like 300 pounds cause of the sweater.

I just kept walking. They began to speak louder and say more rude things..

Thy inched closer . I began to walk faster, afraid they would jump me.

I wasn't fast enough.

one girl jumped on me causing me to fall. she punched me and her friends kicked. I curled into a ball for a while. they kept at it.

They had beat me up really bad but I had enough. I threw a punch and it hit her in the face . Her friends backed off. I punched her again and got up and ran to Ricky's house.

Well limped.

Since Ricky was 20 he had his own house with 3 other dudes. Last year Ricky graduated so I had one more year of high school, this year but it was almost over.

I was pretty close to kian and Jc but the other one hardly talked.

when I got there the one who didn't talk so much was was sitting on the porch.

His eyes were a emerald green and has light brown hair . he was looking at his phone and eating an apple .

I walked closer with a limp .

I looked at my phone , I had a black eye and blood coming down my nose and mouth.

He looked up and I walked closer.

" please help me "

I said. He gasped and got up.

I fell over and then blacked out.