Meant To Be

Chapter 9

That night the boys went to get alcohol using their fake IDS and got pizza for dinner and came back to the house. Frankie was laying in one of the hammocks with pink zip up hoodie on with her bikini on underneath. Bucky came out when he got back and bit his lip as he laid beside her and said "Doll are you ok?'

"Yeah I'm fine." she said 

"I'm sorry if I upset you earlier I just want you stop being so uptight all the time I feel like you are always stressed out between school and two different practices that I just want you to for once let go of all of it." he said as he cupped her cheek. 

"I know I'm not easy to deal with I think that's why Rhett didn't want to be with me anymore." she said 

Bucky kissed her forehead and said "That's not true." 

She looked up at him and said "Bucky don't lie to me I know I"m not an easy person to live with or be with." 

He ran his hand down her thigh and said "Sweetheart I'm not him stop thinking that I'm going to feel the same way he felt about you. You have known me for awhile now and I have yet to act like that douche bag." 

She looked down and said "I know I'm sorry." as she started to get up and said "I'm starving." 

She walked off and he said "Damn babydoll you look so sexy right now." 

"Shut up Bucky.. stop with the compliments." she said 

She went in and ate some pizza and Nat said "Ok Frankie we will break you in easily so we will start you with some vodka mixed with cranberry juice." 

She took a drink and made a face with Bucky standing behind her and he said "Baby it's going to take some getting use to." 

"She's good." Nat said 

Bucky unzipped her hoodie and said "Let's go party now baby." 

She started to dance with Bucky as he drank his bourbon and coke to E.T by Katy Perry. Bucky ran his hands down her stomach and whispered "Baby my god what are you doing to me" and she felt her insides get butterflies as his breath tickled her neck. She bit her lip and he whispered "Mmm yeah shake that ass." and she turned around and started to grind on him and he put his hands on her ass as he kept his eyes on hers and his face said it all she was turning him on and he whispered "Frankie... fuck stop please." He let go of her and ran inside and up to their room and slammed the door and leaned against the door and was breathing hard. 

Nat came over and said "What the hell happened." 

"I was getting to him." she said as she looked down and went inside and said "Bucky" as she picked up her hoodie he left on the counter and put it on and ran upstairs. She opened the door and said "Bucky?'

"Just a minute" he said as he was in the bathroom finishing up. He washed his hands and came back out and when he seen her pulling clothes out of her bag and he said "No baby don't" 

"I'm tired I just want to lay down." she said as she looked down and he said "Frankie I"m sorry I didn't mean to upset you." 

"You didn't upset me Bucky I just don't feel good." she said as she shut the door 

She put her pajamas on and came out and laid down. She started to say her prayers and when Bucky came back upstairs after going to tell everyone they were done he heard her

"Dear God

Please forgive me for how I acted today and I'm really sorry for the slip ups and the bikini and the drinking. Be with my family and friends and God be with Bucky he needs you to show him it's ok to believe again I know in my heart that I could fix him if he would let me and tear down that wall. Forgive him God and help me show him I know his mama would love that just as much as me. Amen"