New ; secrets sequel

10

"Hey babe?"

"Baaabe?

"Laceyyyy?" Matt sat there whining, trying to get my attention. Hayes, Matt, and I had decided to stay back at the boys apartment and just hang out.

"What?" I groaned, leaning on him.

"I love you babe" (A/N, quoting that bc that's exactly what Matt said to me and I just bye) He said, and I smiled. It was like the thousandth time that he had said it in the past hour, but it still made me insanely happy.

I kissed Matt quickly and Hayes made puking sounds.

"Stop it that's disgusting." He said, glaring at us.

"Aww is Hayesyboo just jealous that he doesn't have a girlfriend?" Matt teased him. He started to say something but it just came out as a jumbled mess of words.

"Hayes don't be mad, for fucks sake I was dead for a year." I said, and he rolled his eyes. Well damn, this kid wasn't in a good mood at all today.

"What crawled up your ass and died?" I asked him, and he laughed a little. Success.

"What about my brother?" Hayes asked. I hadn't thought about that at all.

"He doesn't know it's me..." I said, and he sighed.

"Yeah but when he finds out he'll go insane." he said, and I sighed. Well fuck, he was right. There was nothing that I could do about it though.

It took me a year to realize, but my feelings for Matt were so much stronger than the ones I had for Nash. It was a hard realization to come to, but it was for the best.

"Then... I guess I'll just have to explain. He's a reasonable guy, he'll understand." I said, and Hayes didn't look convinced.

"It'll be okay." Matt said, giving me a hug from behind, since I was facing Hayes.

"You're going to have to tell them eventually." Hayes said, still in a bad mood.

"Why are you sad about this, Hayes?" I asked.

"This is pretty much me picking between my sister and brother. I can't do that." He sighed. This must be pretty hard on him.

"Pick Nash okay. Do whatever makes Nash happy. Just please don't tell him that it's me." I said, and he only looked at me as if I was stupid.

"But that's what'll make him happy! Telling him you're alive!" He yelled. Not rudely though, just out of frustration.

"Please."

"I would never break a promise to you, don't worry." He said, before getting up and walking out the door. I sat there in silence with Matt for a few minutes, before we left the room too.

But how could we explain that we were in love, when to the others we 'just met?'

A/N

Lmao this chapter sucked the next ones will be better I promise you.

Comment ideas for the plot,

and what should happen :)

I'm sorta at a loss for ideas

(mostly bc all I can think about is Matt and his hug and just yeah I'm still crying)

Comment :)