New ; secrets sequel

19

"What took you guys so long?!" Gilinsky complained as we walked through the door. I looked over at Cam with wide eyes and he quickly covered for us.

"The worker there kept messing up and then there was traffic." He said, completely covering whatever nervousness he felt.

Thank god this kid was an actor.

We put the food on the table where everyone was sitting and sat down. Even though we weren't anywhere near each other the tension was insanely high.

You could literally cut it with a knife.

Nash wasn't back yet. Thank god. I should have been sad about this, seeing as a teenage boy out on the streets of LA could never end well. But I knew he would notice something was up.

"Why aren't you eating?" Johnson asked.

"I'm not hungry." I laughed. Truth was, I had lost my appetite. I felt sickened by what I had just done.

"Okay." Jack shrugged. I tried my best not to show any of the emotions that I was feeling, and I was probably covering them pretty well. Everyone went back to their normal conversations and I just sat there, staring at my hands.

"Are you okay?" Amber asked me, and my stomach dropped.

"Yeah, fine." I smiled.

"Are you sure, you don't seem it..." She said suspiciously.

I.

Am.

Horrible.

"Yeah, just a little tired." I said, not completely lying. She gave me a suspicious look again but knew it wasn't worth the fight.

I'm an open person, and she knew that. If I was going to tell her, she would've known by now.

After a good ten minutes no one seemed to be paying attention to me so I left the table and walked up to my room. I collapsed on my bed and thought about what happened.

I just cheated on my boyfriend. I'm a shitty excuse for a person. What hurt the most was that as much as I wanted to regret it, I couldn't completely.

I felt bad, I felt horrible. I felt some regret. But not as much as I should have felt.

"Why'd you leave?" Matt asked, walking into my room.

"You noticed?" I asked, and he sat down next to me.

"Of course I noticed. Now tell me what's wrong. You and Cameron have both been acting weird since you came back." He said, and I sighed.

"Nothing." I said, starting to feel nervous again.

"Something must have happened. You two have so much tension right now," he said, then it hit him. "Cameron has lipstick on his lips, You're walking funny. Oh my god, you didn't!"

He became angrier than I had seen him in a while, angrier than when we broke up the first time, angrier than when Nash tried to hit me.

"I'm a horrible person." I said, looking down. Matt got up and began to pace around my room. I got up and walked over to him, but he pushed me against the wall.

"Tell me, was he any good?" He hissed, his eyes dark.

"What?" I asked, taken by surprise. He roughly kissed me and then looked at me again.

"Was he any good." He said again through gritted teeth. He began to kiss my neck, clearly leaving marks. What was going on with him?

"Y-yes." I stuttered, and he looked at me again. This time he was more determined than angry.

"By the time I'm done, you won't even remember his name."

A/N

Okay so yeah she fucked Cam.

She's such a slut lmao

And you guys better understand what happens between her and Matt now because I am sure as hell not writing any smut okay.

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