Moon Kissed

10.Spring Part 5

5 days later

I watched as the summer sun sank low above the tree line. Dean had left to make his rounds to see if anyone needed anything. I was going to go with him but the lake near his cottage kept distracting me. So now I was sitting on a rock with my feet dangling in the water. The water felt nice against my skin.

It had almost been two weeks since I arrived. Yet Leo was never far from my thoughts. He made me nervous. What Alpha Scott had said was always in the back of my mind.

Dean and I had been getting pretty close. Our bond was growing stronger each day and I could tell he was struggling to keep his distance. Luckily since Leo was kicked out of the cottage there was an extra room. Though there had been a few nights I had to force myself to stay in bed.

Alpha Scott had asked for Lina to keep her distance from us. Probably hoping we'd bond better that way. Though I couldn't wait to meet her.

The water that lapped around my ankles reminded me that I could use a bath.

As the sun sank lower I noticed that it was casting a beautiful color across the water. I glanced back over my shoulder to make sure no one was around. All I could see was trees surrounding the forest line and Deans cottage. I couldn't see anyone but that doesn't mean no one wasn't around. I took a deep breath in try to catch anyone's scent. Though all I could smell was the warm night air and fresh water.

I stood up satisfied that it was safe and pulled off my shirt laying it on the rock. My white bra hardly hid my freckled chest but if no one was around it shouldn't matter. I looked down at my shorts debating if I should take them off. Without thinking it through I pull them off exposing my bare skin underneath. Maybe I should have put underwear on. Though I hadn't planned to go swimming.

I smile to myself. If Dean were to come by right now I'm pretty sure he wouldn't be able to resist me. I know if I found him like this it be torture trying to ignore him.

I shack my head as I wade into the water. The cool water laps at my waste as I go deeper.

"Going for a swim Emberly?" I stiffened as I heard Deans voice. It was laced with amusement and a hint of something else.

Oh shit! I freeze as I hear Dean step into the water. I don't think he's realized I'm half naked. I quickly take a few steps trying to cover myself. The water only laps against half my chest. Making me look more underdressed. Abort mission! My mind screams as I try to scramble deeper into the lake.

It's to late because Dean is already next to me and is turning me to face him. I hear him suck in his breath. I'm sure he thinks I don't even gave a bra on. White bras definitely don't mix with wet water.... I look down to see the white fabric is now see through.

"Damn do you ever wear clothes?!" His voice is strained as he tries to look anywhere else but down.

"For your information no one was around and I needed a bath... do you take baths with cloths on?" I look up at him to see his heated gaze. Well shit Dean.... don't look at me like that.

"I take my showers in the house. Not in the open." His fingers are lightly brushing across my neck. I can tell he's fighting hard against the bond. Why not make him suffer.

I grab his hand and pull him closer to me. I let my lips touch his ear softly before speaking. "I bathe in the open because that's what I'm use to." He shivers as my breath tickles his ear.

"Emberly I don't know how much longer I can resist you... expecially under these conditions." He swallows hard trying to gain control. Though what I haven't realized is that we've taken a few steps towards land and my waste is kind of above water.

Dean seems to notice this right when I do. "Shit." He jerks his head up his eyes meeting mine. His deep blue eyes are now intently on me. I see the desire burning in them. Without a word he lifts me up and I subconsciously wrap my legs around him. My arms go around his neck and I feel his left arm wrap around my bare skin holding me up.

Heat is rushing through my body and the need to feel his lips on mine is unbarable. I try and gain control of my thoughts but the bond has been held back to long.

Deans right hand grips my hair as he pushes his lips towards mine. Pretty sure my mind goes blank as his lips meet mine. His kiss is sweet yet demanding. I feel him groan slightly as I nip at his lip.

I can feel the bond working as we connect more with each touch.

"Dammit." He growls pushing me back from his lips. "We definitely need to stop." My legs are still around his waste and I can feel his arm tighten around me. I nodded still trying to catch my breath. I see that he's watching my chest rise and fall. Heat seeps through my body. "That's not helping." He growls again. I can't help but chuckles. He turns around and walks through the water and up to the house. I cling to him unsure of what he plans. My mind is to focused on the bond to really care.

He reaches my bedroom and lightly tosses me on the bed. He tries to avoid looking at me but fails. I scan his body to realize finally that he only has his shorts on. He must have taken his shirt and shoes off when he saw me in the lake. "Still to many clothes on." I cup my mouth with my hand once I realized I said that out loud. Deans gaze intensifies and without warning he's on the bed with me.

He kisses trails up across my stomach and onto chest. Shivers run down my body as his lips finally land on mine. I can feel the bond pushing us towards the completion. I jerk back realizing what we are about to do.

"Oh dang it. What the hell are we doing!" I jump out of bed and pull on my night shorts. Dean props himself up focusing on me.

"I guess we're a lot more connected then we thought." He chuckles trying to shack off the bonding spell. "I have to say I don't even remember being drawn to Jessica like that. Whatever spell that Moon goddess put on you it's powerful." He gets up and heads for the door.

Though as I watch him leave my heart aches. "Dean don't." He stops and looks back at me. "I think we can handle sleeping together don't you? " He looks at me still unsure.

"If you put a shirt on it be easier." I glance around until I find a shirt laying on the floor. "I'm going to change into dryer clothes. I'll be back." I nodded but as he leaves the room the ache in my chest grows stronger.

I unclip my bra and shove the shirt over my face. How the heck am I going to survive a few more weeks feeling this way. How will I survive feeling this way when I leave him. I lay across the bed pulling at the fur blanket.

A few moments later I feel Dean get into bed. He slowly pulls me against him. "Whatever just happened makes it harder for me to leave your side." He nuzzles into my hair and takes a deep breath.

"I was just thinking about that. How am I ever going to be able to leave you?" My voice was laced with pain and I can tell he understood.

"I don't know. Selfishly I'm okay with you and I finishing the bond here and now. Though I'm positive you'll forget about me once you start forming your other bond." His voice sounds slightly hurt but I know he's right. I had the strongest bond with Eros before I left but I've only thought about him a few times. Whoever I'm around takes up most of my thoughts. "Goodnight Emberly." He kisses my shoulder before he nestles against me.

"Night."