Fatalistic

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There are moments where I go dark. Where the darkest of thoughts plague me. I can shake it off sometimes. But other times I cry on the inside to wake up, and snap out of it. I wish there were times where I had someone there to do that for me. Or an angel. Or anything to show me a sign to calm down, to say things would be okay and to stop thinking such things. But there are days when I can't. Moments that I can't get back from such thoughts. Its in those moments however, that I've recently learned to channel into creative ideas- thoughts- writings- and intuitions. I've turned some of that dark into fire. It just hasn't gotten to the point where that fire is totally effective and positive yet.

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