Is this- perhaps fate?
To descend into madness that was hinted at me from the very beginning of new- renewed love?
Was Steph only part of my life to leave it?
No.
We're meant for better, and in a better world.
In an ideal or close enough to perfect world
where we can still attain imperfect humanity,
could my love still be alive.
I could've settled
I could've been happy.
I wouldn't be fighting demons and witches at night.
I could've been warm.
I could've had joy- happiness- all without knowing what's known now.
"To love lost, the disposition of my stupid self, and for times long lost..."
*drinking ensue*

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Compass (2018)
Random"Fate, is nothing other than the allowance, and passing, of your present circumstantial reality to dictate all potential future outcomes." - Me, myself and I.