I want to say he's corrupted himself. I want to say I've done wrong by him, which is true. I want to say its neither of our faults but it is. I want to say i could've done more, and can do more. But what is this really? Is he even my brother anymore? Look at his friends and what he does with them. Its stupid. Its funny, but its wrong. And borders on illegal. I want to just use him as means to an end at this point. I know how wrong it is. But he's doing this to himself at this point. I want what's best for him. But if he damages himself and wears himself out this way- whose fault is it really? I can only influence and do so much for him. His parents are to blame. And so is this world. But someone somewhere has to take responsibility for him and what he's doing. And its not going to be his girlfriend- which if anything- isn't doing him any real favors. And- if anything, encourages such behavior. I'm losing him. And I can only spread myself so thin before I break end up breaking and ruining myself just like he's doing now. I can't treat him like a brother like this. He really might be just a friend who's slipping away. Slowly.
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Compass (2018)
Random"Fate, is nothing other than the allowance, and passing, of your present circumstantial reality to dictate all potential future outcomes." - Me, myself and I.
