When I needed you most, why weren't you there?
When I needed an ally, there was no one there...
I needed help, and you didn't come.
You left me- alone.
You left me- to brave the storm alone.
I was the one, to cast you out.
Yet, I feel like I am the one, who's on the outside.
It was my hell.
It, was almost my death.
It, was almost my suicide.
Why weren't you there, when I needed an the most ally?
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Times have changed now...
You ask me, what I want to be.
You say, you'll still hold on.
You admire me, for what I am.
What about then?
Was I not enough for you then?
I needed you!
I wanted you before...
And you weren't anywhere to be found.
The sounds of chaos ring in my ears.
And all I want is to hear you,
hear your voice,
and have you be the strength in me.
But its not enough.
Why isn't it enough?
And how much longer will any of this last?
How much longer until we're the way we once used to be?
...
several several years ago
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Compass (2018)
Random"Fate, is nothing other than the allowance, and passing, of your present circumstantial reality to dictate all potential future outcomes." - Me, myself and I.
