This little boy
Hes 8 years old
Hes my little cousin
But this little boy
Sends shards of fear threw my veins
He makes me terrified to be
I dont want to come home with him here
He has his good days
And his bad
And today just happened to be a bad
He freaked out
I reacted
I took his wrists and held him tight
I took his writs and pulled them to me
He tried to bite
He tried to hit
He tried everything in his power
But I knew if I let go
He would do more
He kept twisting and turning
He kept pulling
And so did I
I didnt want to hurt him
So I let go.....
I sealed my fate
He grabbed the choker around my neck
Some how he learned
He learned which one to pull
And he tried as he did
He pulled
And would have choked me right there
But my sister saved me
She grabbed him and made him let go
He retaliated
He started hitting
Yelling nasty things
I shrank back
I shook in fear
I shook in anger
I shook
And Shook
Ad here I am writing this to you
I did not do anything wrong
He just had a melt down
Its ok
Its not his fault
Im just a baby
I need to grow up
And walk away
I need to shove my fear in a hole and leave it there
I just need to...
Leave.
YOU ARE READING
Things ill Never Tell
Poetry"I told everyone I got over you. too bad I lied..." This story isnt for you. واجهني اذا لك عين. "يعني حلال فيني عذابك؟ عادي طول الليل طاريك بكلامي؟ كلهم يسألوني من تقصد، تصدق حتى انت تسألني معاهم؟" - علي نجم
