I almost stayed up the whole time last night,
questions filled my head,
memories killed me a thousand times,
Again, its the lost fight.
Im suffering again,
Im back at the very start,
Everything is the same
Except this time im not going to try.
Every time i try,
this is how it ends.
So why bother?
When no one even cares.
And even if i talked,
whom will understand?
No one cares, don't bother them.
They think your okay, hide behind the curtain of shame.
I wanna cry,
to curl up in a ball and die.
To i have everything in me but the fight.
Until then, hold up a thumb and smile.
YOU ARE READING
Things ill Never Tell
Poetry"I told everyone I got over you. too bad I lied..." This story isnt for you. واجهني اذا لك عين. "يعني حلال فيني عذابك؟ عادي طول الليل طاريك بكلامي؟ كلهم يسألوني من تقصد، تصدق حتى انت تسألني معاهم؟" - علي نجم
