i think back to all of the times that i cried my eyes out because i was heartbroken - broken trust, a failed relationship, a lost friendship - and yea, i feel sadness... but never regret. i do not regret putting my all into every single thing that i do, especially relationships. because one day, im going to meet someone that does the exact same thing and nothing will ever be the same.
But from what ive learened, nothing sucks more than the feeling of distance slowly growing between two best friends. it happens so slowly that you don't even feel it for a while. then, without you even realizing it, awkward silences creep into your conversations, responses become short, and you are no longer the person they go to when they have something important to say. losing a friendship sucks, to say the least, and i don't wish it on anyone.
Because in the moment, it feels like the world is ending... like it will never get better. but your life isn't defined by the bad days that you have. as cheesy as it may sound, things will get better. all you have to do is believe in yourself a little. And no matter how much i try to make myself understand that. I always seem to fail.
YOU ARE READING
Things ill Never Tell
Poetry"I told everyone I got over you. too bad I lied..." This story isnt for you. واجهني اذا لك عين. "يعني حلال فيني عذابك؟ عادي طول الليل طاريك بكلامي؟ كلهم يسألوني من تقصد، تصدق حتى انت تسألني معاهم؟" - علي نجم
