Bad Things

The Closure

Yoongi:
As I got to Kiyosumi Teien Park, I quickly made my way over to the pagoda lantern statue that Aya and I would always lay next to whenever we came here. 
I looked all around the statue but found nothing. I looked under it, on top of it, by the rocks that were around it, but found nothing. 
When I was about to lose hope of finding that letter that Namjoon mentioned. I saw a small plastic bag inside of the statue that was buried under some dirt and leaves that someone but in there. 
I pulled it out of the statue and saw that there was a small envelope in the plastic bag. 
I ripped it open and instantly recognized Aya's handwriting. 

Dear Yoongi, 
It's about time Namjoon told you about this letter haha. Anyways by the time that you read this, something has happened to me and I'm no longer part of Empire nor alive. I just want you to know what happened the last time we were here had nothing to do with you. The reason why I was acting so different wasn't that I was cheating on you but, It's just that... I was pregnant. I found out that day before I came to meet you that I was having your baby. It was going to be a baby girl. I wish you got the chance to see her. I know you're wondering why I never told you. I was scared. We were in a dangerous business and I didn't want to stress you out any more than you already were with the gang. I also knew that you didn't want to start a family at the time so I just thought that I would just keep it from you until I absolutely had to tell you. I just didn't want you to break up with me once you found out that I was having a baby. I'm sorry for not telling you. I know that you would have been an amazing father. Our little girl would have loved you so much. But you have to promise me something. I want you to let me go. Knowing how we left things off here, I know that some part of you just wants some answers; and here they are. Now I want you to let me go and fall in love again. And when you do, don't let her go no matter what. I just pray that she'll keep you happy like how I wish I could have. I pray that she'll love you as much as I could have. I pray that you start a family with her. I pray that she treats everyone like her own family better than I did. I pray that no matter what she'll put you and the others first before herself. I pray that she'll be a lot better than I have been. I pray that no matter what, she won't hurt you or our family like how I did. I want you to promise me that you'll bring her here whenever you and the others come to Japan. I want the two of you to do everything that we did and everything that we didn't get to do. I'm sorry that I didn't get the chance to say that I love you one last time, but just know that I do and that I'm thankful to have met you and the others. Just know that our daughter and I are always watching over you and the others all the time. Oh! Also, I decided to name our daughter Min Aika EunJung. We love you Min Yoongi. Until we meet again. 

-Aya

I couldn't help it. I broke down. How could she not tell me that she was carrying our baby? How could she think that I could just leave her once she told me she was carrying our precious baby girl. I would have loved her more. I would have kept her safe. I would have protected her. God, I can't believe I let her slip through my fingers.
After a few hours of just sitting right on the edge of the lake, I decided to head back to the house still deep in thought.
Aya, if you're listening right now, please help me make things right with Jennie and Kiss Eunjung for me. 

Once I got back to the house, I instantly went up to Jennie's room to see that she was asleep with Namjoon sitting in the corner scrolling through his phone. 
When he noticed my presence, he quickly stood up and slowly made his way over to me. 
"Yo, are you okay? It looks like you've been crying," He said quietly, making sure to not wake up Jennie. 
"She was pregnant and she didn't tell me. All this time I was thinking that I just lost her, coming to know that I lost her and our daughter. How the hell can I live with myself knowing that I couldn't even protect my own unborn child," I said as my voice broke. 
"I'm sorry man. I didn't know she was either. She really was good at hiding things from us. Even though we were the closest to her, we could never read what she was really thinking," He said as he looked down at the ground. 
I looked over at Jennie who was still asleep and finally made up my mind about something. 
"I have to tell her. I don't want to lose her. I just hope that she'll understand," I said not taking my eyes off of her sleeping figure. 
"Are you sure about this?" Namjoon asked with a worried look. 
"No, but the longer I keep it from her, the angrier she will be at us for keeping it from her," I said with a sad tone. 
"Then I guess I will leave you to it. Remember, I'm always going to be here for you bro," He said, patting my back. 
"Thanks, Namjoon," I said before giving him a nod and with that he walked out of the room, leaving me with my nerves. 
I walked over to the bed and sat on the edge, staring down at her sleeping. 
She looks so peaceful and innocent when she's asleep. Like she had no cares or troubles whenever she's asleep.
I softly start stroking her hair as I study her features closely. 
How her lashes rest on her cheeks. How her hair falls perfectly around her. How her lips are slightly parted. How she would twitch her nows every now and then.