Tidal Waves. (UNDER MAJOR CONSTRUCTION.) Formerly known as SEPOYH.

Chapter 37

Ali's POV:

I stood their hugging Leah starring at Harry.

"They what??!" Liam shouted.

Harry nodded.

"They want me to-"

"Look like you just had sex with another chick," I said with a horse voice.

All the heads snapped to me with painful expressions.

Sure, I knew this fake dating thing would be tough. But for some reason making it look like Harry just had sex with some other girl hurts. We hadn't even done it, not that I was planning on it any time soon. In fact, we hadn't even said "I love You." Also the fact that whoever will be playing this "role" (if you would call it that) will have to play if off as she has. And then more tabloids about Harry being a player.

"Excuse me," I whispered before rushing back up stairs.

"ALI!" I heard multiple shouts after me.

I could specifiably hear Harry's the loudest and I could hear his foot steps behind me.

I sped up my pace knowing the tears were coming soon. Going to Harry's, or my like our, room would be a risk. So I sprinted into what was supposed to be my room and slammed the door shut. I carried myself to the bathroom and slammed that door shut too, collapsing against it letting the tears flow.

My breathing became rigid and I sobbed.

I placed my head in my hands and just cried. Letting every thing out.

I knew I should of said no way back from the start.

I shouldn't of developed feelings.

I never should of kissed him.

I should of listened to Tim.

"Ali, please!!" I faintly heard Harry banging on the main door.

I sobbed some more and shook my head tyring to ignore him.

This was my fault.

All of it.

I should of been more careful. 

 

No, I shouldn't of even came back.

 

"Ali, open up. Please!" I heard him cry with a breaking voice.

I cried and banged my head against the door.

I was hurting him.

That's all I could do.

Hurt him.

And hurt his and the boys career..

Harry's POV:

"Please, Ali!" I cried banging the door.

I could hear her crying. It pained me hearing that.

"ALI!" I screamed slowly falling to my knees by her door. "Ali please!! Please Ali!"

"Mate.. "

I ignored Liam and banged my head against the door crying.

This was all my damned fault!!!

I should of asked Tim!

I shouldn't of originally agreed to staying single!

I should of stuck up for us more!!!

I let out a painful scream and rolled on to the floor and cried harder.

My sobs matching Ali's from inside the room.

"Harry.." I heard Liam mumble.

I knew I must of looked horrible.

I felt bad for making them witness this.

But I made her cry!!

This whole secret dating thing!! It's just a mess!

"Harry...."

 

I groaned through my tears and sat up banging my head against the wall.

Each bash got harder and harder and I felt a bump forming as the blood dripped.

I didn't care though.

All I cared about was Ali.

"HARRY!" I heard Liam and the others, who just came up, shout.

I felt arms grab me and pull me back but I cried harder and tried to fight them off.

"Harry no," Louis ordered.

I sobbed and tried to escape.

I knew I was acting like a baby but I was hurting! Ali was hurting! And it was all because of me!

"HARRY!!!" Zayn yelled.

I ignored them and kept fighting.

"Ali!" I whined and screamed curling into a ball finally giving up and letting them comfort me.

"Ali..." I cried shaking.

"We know.. " Leah cooed rubbing my back as I violently coutninued to shake.

"Please... Ali..." I cried.

"Harry she's still here just give her-" Louis got cut off by ringing.

A familiar ringing..

My mobile...

"Oh god," Liam groaned.

I sniffled and sat up looking at him, but still letting tears fall.

"Hello?" Liam said clearing his throat.

We all starred at him.

"Now's not the best time..." He said glancing at me.

I felt reassuring familiar arms of Lou pull me against his chest.

I let out a small sob and continued quietly crying.

"It's just not the best time, Tim."

My head snapped towards Liam and I glared at the phone.

"No, I sai-"

Click.

I looked at the door.

Ali was standing there.

Red puffy eyes.

Tears rolling down her beautiful face.

Her lip bleeding most likely from chewing on it.

"Ali.." I mumbled trying to stand up but she held up a hand motioning me to stop.

I starred at her hurt but waited for an answer.

But her answer wasnt't one I wanted..

"No. Liam, let me speak with Tim."