Our Lives-(boyXboy)

Chapter 31

Simon

It was about noon, when we got a call from John, stating that James is stable and is on his way to recovery, just he have not woken up yet. Well I'll expect that after the amount of blood loss.

Sighing I made my way over to the couch and took a seat next to Blair, and boy oh boy his eyes was swollen from the amount of crying he had done. He shifted his position on the couch and rested his head on my shoulder. Releasing a sigh I know in no time he will be out.

We all just sat around moping, Izy has not got in contact with the base and this has us all worried. Worst yet my mind was on Jaden. I know he is safe where he is but the reality of it, I'm not with him to know if he is. I closed my eyes for a bit as the quietness descends upon us.

I woke up, shooting up from the couch, had no idea why, but all I heard was Ouch coming from behind me, looking back to see Blair on the ground running his hand over his forehead.

I doubled over laughing; he had a pout on his face. He looked so innocent; his pout makes his look exactly like John. I composed myself and extended my hands out to him. He gladly took it and I hoisted him up. He dusted himself off and walked over to his brother.

One thing for sure seeing them like that have me thinking of when I was little and how I will always run to John for comfort, smiling at the memory, just looking at them I can see the similarities.

Making my way into the kitchen I don't know if I was hungry or not, just all these feelings that make me wants to cry.

You can't blame me after all, I miss him, and I really do miss Jadey. Sighing, taking a seat the breakfast bar. I pressed my face on the cool counter top I didn't even realized that I was tired until I felt my eyes closing on me.

I might as well let the sleep consume my already tired body. Even if I fight the urge to remain awake it will make no sense at all.

Getting up from the counter I strutted up the winding stairs with a long and weary sigh. As I make my way up all I could think about was Jaden. How stubborn and foolish he is for doing what he did.

He knew he could have talked to me before he ran off to God alone knows where, don't get me wrong I'm pissed and annoyed with by his relentless actions but at the same time worried out of my wits.

You do know, when people speak to themselves they actually look crazy, for a moment I thought you actually were.

What? I turned to face Blair, he had a smirk on his face, and I swear to God if I wasn't drained I would have wiped it off his face.

Hey, hey..... no need to glare at me okay, you were actually speaking aloud. I continued to glare at him until he sighed a moved out of my way.

Look, Blair I started.... He stopped me mis sentence. It's cool Simon, no need to, I understand and I should not have joked about you speaking to yourself.

With that he offered a small smile and left me there. I made y way into the room and hit head first into the soft lush pillows.