My wife, Raglak

Part 20

Hi.
I know I delayed posting, sorry, but I wasn't getting enough time to sit and write...

I will try being regular, sorry again and thank you so much for the love and support...

Here you go.

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Diary for the previous part.

Many things happened today. Firstly we left our home. I was feeling very miserable. I never want Laksh to leave his home, not when his time is limited. I wish he could spend some quality time with Ma and others. all of them deserve it. But now... I don't know. I know none of them is wrong, but still, things are happening against everyone's wish, why is this so?? I don't know, I really don't. But sanskar made me promise on them that I should go with Laksh. I wanted to stop Laksh, they didn't let me. They were so much worried about me, they wanted me to go away.

Laksh looked at her painfully.

Lak: even though I did it for myself, now I too realise that it was the right decision for you.

Then we left home and reached here our new home. Well, both of us were very sad, of course, no one would be dancing after leaving their home, that too like this...

This house very beautiful, I love it..have to name it soon...but not getting any.

After the households were arranged we started to clean, not we actually me, you know what that monkey did?

Laksh smiled remembering those.

You know he really troubled me, that closeness, his husky voice. God!! Only I know how I controlled myself. Who troubles his wife like this?

Lak: is it so? So you want me to trouble someone else's wife like this??
He laughs.

Twice he did this, I was having a tough time, I was stammering and he was enjoying all those. Idiot.

He smiled naughtily.

And you know, this Bhai saheb,

Lak: WHAT??

He shouted so loudly that her sleep was disturbed. But luckily, she didn't wake, she turned to the other side and slept.

He took a breath seeing her sleeping.

Lak: Laksh, why did you shout so loudly, she might wake up. But then what was I supposed to do, she referred me, ME, as bh, Bhai!! which wife, I mean which will call her husband Bhai.  The only mine will do, I got a unique piece.

He continued reading.

I mean no, not that, but you know ba, usually I call all boys Bhai.

Lak: that is good, keep it up.

he again came to me, but then I was prepared and he paid the price.

Lak: (faking sadness) yup I did.

I beat him with a broom, hehe...and you know...he was jumping up and down like a monkey...you know. I gave him an apt name, he is a true monkey... Monkey Maheswari.

Laksh fumes.
Lak: Oh madam, anyone normal would be jumping like that only, it is called defence...which normal people do, but how will you know about it...mad girl.

But then, my stupid tongue... You know, I told him that I was losing control...silly me..gave him a chance to tease me.

Laksh laughs like anything.

Later we arranged the whole thing. We together, I love it. Now, this home is ours, resembles our characteristics. I love my home. From this first day itself, it starts to resemble us, now I wanna live here till then end because this is our world and when he would be gone this would the ideal place for me to cherish our memories.

Laksh had tears in his eyes; his guilt feeling was getting more and more immense.

Then we decided to make a custard, but it turned out to be really funny.  Because Laksh lied to me that he knows to make it... So believing it I went to set dining for food, and you know, he knows nothing about it.

Laksh smiles sheepishly.

He calls me bacha right, today he behaves like one, he got scared seeing milk boiling, he screamed so loudly that I thought something went wrong, but it was milk. God this guy...

Laksh pouts.
 
I couldn't stop laughing seeing all these and then he accepted that he doesn't know cooking. He was feeling very guilty and he wanted to prove that he is the best for me, that leaving out the family for him is worth. But that idiot, there is no need for him to do all these because I loved, love and will love this imperfect Laksh. I don't need a perfect one. I told him so.

Laksh smiles.

I asked him to be honest with me, be open with me. But then what about me? I mean, I too am hiding many things from him right. Am I doing wrong?

Lak: (guiltily) no, it is not you, but me who is wrong,  I failed to be your support, I was so engrossed in my own issues that I forgot about you, and you know about my tension and pressure more than me and you thought not to trouble me.

I didn't want to trouble him, it is not that I consider him as a week, but I don't want to increase his tension, he is going through too much.

Lak: Not as much as you.

Then I talked with Ma and papa. Ma was very worried, God please give her the strength. Then had a talk with Bhaiya and all. They were happy for us, I wanted to talk to Ma and others, but I know they won't. But I miss them, even though I know they are angry on me, I wish things get better, like before, I know it won't, still...

Lak: (chocking) This is all because of me, for me, you have to bear all their anger, I am sorry.

The rest of the day passed on, Laksh was upset, he was guilty, I somehow calmed him, but there is no reason for him to be guilty.

Lak: No there are many.

I don't know what waits for us, but I know I have to prepare myself for it,
Good night.

Hope you like this and guys please check out my other story, "destined to be yours".

Thank you