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Act; 23

"Unspoken Words"
Wendy to Irene

Story by:
Coffeeganger
©2018

억지로 웃는다
eokjiro unneunda
I'm forcing myself to smile

사진을 지운다
sajineul jiunda
I'm erasing the pictures

전화길 꺼놓고
jeonhwagil kkeonogo
I'm turning off the phone

절대로 기다리지 않는다
jeoldaero gidariji anneunda
I won't wait

Tuhan menciptakan kesenangan dan kesedihan dengan seimbang.

Baru kemarin aku menghabiskan waktu denganmu dan tebak apa yang terjadi saat ini?

Kamu kembali sulit kuhubungi.

괜히 사람들을 만나고 아무렇지도 않다고
gwaeni saramdeureul mannago amureochido antago
I'm meeting with people,
saying I'm fine

억지로 웃음 짓고 돌아서는 울보
eokjiro useum jitgo doraseoneun ulbo
Forcing myself to smile
but crying when I turn around

며칠 인지도 모르고 TV는 계속 켜놓고
myeochil injido moreugo TVneun gyesok kyeonogo
Don't even know how many days it's been

고장 난 나의 하루는
gojang nan naye haruneun
The TV is always on and my days are broken

Ya, aku tidak bisa egois. Aku tau kamu miliknya juga.

Tapi setidaknya, hargai aku yang berusaha meluangkan waktu bersamamu, kak!

어떤걸 먹어도 채워지지가 않아
eotteongeol meogeodo chaeweojijiga ana
Whatever I eat,
nothing fills me up

며칠을 굶어도 배고프지가 않아
myeochireul gulmeodo baegopeujiga ana
I starve for days,
but I'm not hungry

배고픔 보다 보고픔이 더 크니까
baegopeum boda bogopeumi deo keunikka
Because my longing for you is greater than my hunger

이제 네가 없으니까
ije nega eopseunikka
Because I don't have you anymore

Tunggu,

Sejujurnya aku belum berani cerita mengenai beasiswaku.

Yang sialnya tinggal hitungan minggu, tidak, harusnya aku tidak berkata begini.

Tidak mungkin aku menukar impianku hanya karena kakak?

Only you

수없이 내게 했던 그 말
sueopshi naege haetteon geu mal
Words you endlessly said to me

For you

너무 달콤했던 그 말
neomu dalkomhaetteon geu mal
Such sweet words

모두 거짓말 꼭 지켜주겠다던 날
modu geojitmal kkok jigyeojugettadeon nal
They're all lies,
when you said you'd protect me

Kenapa harus kembali lagi sih?

Kenapa tidak pergi saja, menghilang yang lama, kali ini?

Please I need healing

채워지지 않아
I can't be filled

I am falling

또 어느새
again

너라는
For you,

마지못해 살아
I barely live

돌아오지 않는걸 알면서 타일러도
I know you won't come back, I tell myself but

내 맘은 Only you
My heart is only you

Tapi sudahlah, aku sudah mulai terbiasa dengan sikapmu yang datang dan pergi seenaknya kak.

Lebih baik aku bersiap fokus, mempersiapkan diriku untuk lanjut pendidikanku.

Toh kakak juga tidak peduli padaku, kan?

그토록 쉽게 떠나 갔어
geutorok shwipge tteona gasseo
You left so easily

널 믿었던 내가 미친 거지 뭐
neol mideotteon naega michin geoji mweo
I'm the crazy one for believing in you

억지로 웃고 있는 내 모습
eokjiro utgo inneun nae moseub
I see myself with a forced smile

잠시만 아프면 괜찮아 질 거야
jamshiman apeumyeon gwaenchana jil geoya
If I hurt for a bit, I will be alright

Hingga hari-hari berikutnya, bukan kakak yang mengejutkanku.

Tebak siapa yang menelfonku dan mengajak bertemu?

Seulgi.

Matilah aku.

내 머리 속엔 온통 너이니까
nae meori sogen ontong neoinikka
Because it's only you on my mind

아직도 내 맘은 널 원하니까
ajikdo nae mameun neol weonanikka
Because my heart still wants you

창밖에 들리는 발소리에
changbakke deullineun balsorie
I hear footsteps outside the window

혹시나 네가 온 게 아닐까
hokshina nega on ge anilkka
Maybe you came to me

D.I.A
I need healing

Coffeeganger
©2018