Burning Desire (Camren) (GxG)

Burning Desire

Camila's POV
No matter how much you believe to know or how much experience you have, you never know what life can bring to you. Things that might hit you in the face like a train raging in a fast pace, because you never expected something like this to happen, like ever.
I used to believe I knew myself and everything I could expect for me to happen. But boy, I was so wrong.

I barely remember my first day of college. Well, except for a few things like the ceremony in the morning to welcome us and to give us some informations about the following years we were about to spend there. I remember being there with my best friend and feeling really safe, because no matter what... she always knew what to do. She was my pillar of strength. It didn't matter that I used to be lost in my daydreams like all the time, because she caught every little information we needed for the next few weeks. I didn't even exactly know what we were supposed to do in the first week, but I didn't care anyway, I knew she got it. I don't know how I would have survived my first year of college without Jennel, how I would have gone through the obsession I was slowly but surely heading toward that day without the talks, letting her have a look at my crazy thoughts that, actually, surprised me the most. But let's get there step by step.
Like I said before, the first day of college wasn't that big deal. There were almost 200 students. I recognized some of the faces from school but these were only a few. I was about to study with so many people, most of them were girls, since psychology, for some reason, doesn't seem to be a very attractive subject for boys. "Crap" I said to myself, I actually really appreciated a handsome looking guy. But to my disappointment the offer of handsomeness wasn't as big as expected. There were only a few male fishes in that big sea of estrogen and to be honest, those fishes weren't really worth a bait. "Whatever, at least we won't get distracted by sexy muscled guys though" I said to Jennel. Well, I wasn't necessarily going to get distracted by those guys...but I was definitely about to know what distraction really meant.
Since it was the very first day and I barely knew someone, I looked at most of those strangers' faces, just to forget them the very next second. But to my surprise, one of these unknown appearances had made its way all over into my mind, just to stay there for a very long time. I actually don't even remember the first time I saw her in that amount of strangers. The day passed by very quickly and Jennel told me about this Pilates lesson we could have a look at that afternoon. It was a good option to process with everything we had seen and heard that day, so I agreed to go to Pilates. It was a lesson offered by our college, so I shouldn't have been surprised as I saw that familiar face. But for some reason I couldn't get my eyes off of that girl. Her green eyes were captivating and I felt like mesmerized. Everytime Jennel would try to speak to me, I afforded little attention before getting back to those green eyes keeping me captured like I was in chains.
"Camila, are you listening to what I say? I hate it when you ignore me. What are you even looking at?" Jennel whispered to me during Pilates. She'd been talking about her impressions of the day, but everything I heard was ... nothing. The only thing that went through my mind was that beautiful stranger. "Oh sorry Jennel, I'm very focused on the exercise, that's it. What did you just say?" I didn't want to tell her that the only thing I was focused at was some girl with an incredible look, soft lips, awesome body... 'Wait what are you thinking about? Stop raving, what's wrong with you?' I said to myself as I finally realized that I had spent like half an hour just staring at a GIRL I didn't even know.
There was no reason why I paid so much attention to a person I just saw for the second time in my life, but there was something about her, something I had never felt before in my whole life. Anyways, I stopped bothering about my thoughts, since it was the first time a female had fascinated me that way and I didn't expect it to be a serious issue. The only thing I knew was that she was stunning and that I couldn't wait for the next day to see her again. No big deal, right?