For Fuck's Sake

f u c k. everyone

I don't like my friends.

I hate all of them.

The only ones I like are the ones on Wattpad, and even then, half the people on Wattpad suck, so what's the fucking point.

I'm angry.

I'm so angry.

I want to fucking cry.

Why am I so rude?

Is it that much of a fucking problem?

How does anyone want me to act?

Like a fucking princess? Sorry, no thanks.

oh dear, do you want your tea? How about a hump or two? Or what, maybe three?

Fuck everyone who has some problem with me I stg

Yes, I am rude sometimes.

Yes, I will be mean sometimes

But still, you people want me to deal with your bullshit and then want me to supress my own.

Wow.

I don't do bullshit.

I'm not fucking jobless.

Apparently I am, because I'm getting low marks, and my friends think they can walk all over me.

I know, it doesn't seem like that, but still.

I'm fucking pissed

Stop jumping into fucking conclusions you assholes

I'm not your motherfucking bitch

Every time, I have to explain myself for no reason, and I feel like crying because I'm so sick and tired of it

And I especially hate it when people cut me off when I'm saying something

I'm about to compliment them and they motherfucking cut me off and start dissing me.

What the flying fuck

Excuse me?

Let me talk.

Listen to me.

I feel so hurt, idky

And people in my class are assholes, because they never listen to me.

Never.

I'm such an idiot, to think I could actually belong.

And then my friends.

All of them

So fucking selfish.

I bet, that if any of them see this, they'll argue with me instead of comforting me.

Not everything is about you and you and you.

I am fucking alive okay.

So stop treating like I'm your lapdog.

FUCKING STOP.

This always happens to me.

All the fucking time.

Am I doing something wrong?

I don't know.

But why am I always the second option?

What, when someone else comes and makes you feel amazing, I'm fucking invisible?

Are you fucking kidding me?

So now, you guys have buddy buddy romance there while I'm sitting in my fucking class, with zero friends.

They're all such drama queens.

They act like they're fucking saints, but no, they're not.

Stop cutting me off when I'm talking goddamnit

I will ask you to fuck off and I will say some shit if you do that

Assholes

Fucking assholes all of them

And then this.

They all call me fat

Am I really fat, am I really not that pretty?

I don't know why it's affecting me so much, I'd usually shake it off but it hurts me so damn much.

Lose some more weight, you'd look prettier.

Oh my god.

Stop

Stop

And then about my pimples or the marks

I have marks all over the sides of my face, my collarbones and my back.

I feel so ugly whenever people call me fat or pimpleface.

So fucking ugly.

Sometimes I look at myself in the mirror, seeing if I look fat or not.

And then I always feel like I look fat

All the fucking time

I feel so ashamed of my body.

I know I shouldn't but sometimes I do.

I feel ugly.

So fucking ugly.

I don't even want to talk to anyone anymore.

I have zero friends.

Literally.

Maybe that's why I want someone to understand me that much.

For the people who're reading this and commenting, i know that you actually give a shit about my life.

Thanks you, not many people genuinely care about me anyway.

I have another rant on Wattpad which I'll show later.

Sorry for all the swearing, I needed to vent.

If I offended you, I'm not sorry.

Bye to the fucking bye.

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Now it's 666 words. Haha