Violet Flowers

Secret Pains

"I'm fine" she always said 

But inside she really wished she was dead 

She smiled in front of every crowd

But the voices were still much to loud

She hid the truth from everyone 

But when she was home she wanted to run

Her mother never paid her any mind 

Her father was the abusive drunk kind

Her sister wished she'd never been conceived

Her brother was 12 when he O.D.ed 

She hated every memory she had 

Even the ones that were more good than bad

Nothing she did ever got rid of the pain

She got to use to gloom and rain

Her tears fell silently every night 

Everyone ignored her sobs and cries

One day she decided she'd had to much 

Life had gotten much to tough

She found her father's gun and cocked it 

She pulled the trigger then she dropped it

She fell to the floor in a pool of blood

Her head hit the ground with a loud thud

Her boyfriend walked in and found her that way

his heart shattered in distain

He stayed by her side till they buried her in the ground 

there she'll forever sleep making no sound