Violet Flowers

Secret Pains (Continuation)

He sat in his room alone

with his thoughts no one knows 

Heart heavy full of memories 

Everyone unaware of his depressive tendencies

Only he still thought about her 

And the incident that took her from him 

And how so well her pain she hid

He cried every night and day

Because the image in his mind wouldn't fade

How could this all have happened 

Why did she have to make such an end

His parents didn't understand his pain

they couldn't begin to fathom his self hate

He blamed himself for her death

He couldn't save her from her bloody end

One day he felt he couldn't deal anymore

He wanted it back to the way it was before

He walked in the garage and found a cord

When he kicked the stool he felt no more

His little sister found him hanging there

All she could do was scream cry and stare

They found under him a note

All it said was "To live without her I just wont"

They buried him beside her grave 

There together forever they will stay