roommate // norenmin

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i back with an update in the same week, who am i? lol. hope everyone enjoys, love you all ♡
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"renjun it's time to talk, about how you've been feeling"
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renjun's pov

my spoon dropped into my bowl of cereal and i silently glanced up at jeno and jaemin which were sitting in front of me. i swallowed the remaining cereal left in my mouth and sighed, i should have known that someone like jaemin wasn't going to leave this situation alone.

"there's nothing to talk about" i stated, a lie. there was no way i was going to tell them how i was feeling, but maybe i should because they could help me. i am honestly getting tired of being sad, i want to feel happy like i use to. should i really tell them everything that's been going on ?

(jaemin is italic, jeno is bold, renjun is normal)

"we all know that's a lie renjun, jaemin told me everything"

why did jaemin have to tell him.

"there's no hiding this renjun just tell us everything on your chest and it will all be better after"

i guess it's better to tell them, and it's not like they will leave me alone if i just say no, they will eventually get it out of me.

"fine you want to know everything that's been going on i will tell you, jaemin after you left due to your injury me and jeno have gotten closer, we were always together no one could separate us, we shared a room, watched movies until the next morning and just always had fun together, but then you came back and i'm really happy you're better now and can be in our comebacks but i'm just upset that you stole jeno's attention away from me, ever since you came back to the dorms jeno has been in your room and you have been the ones doing all those fun things with jeno and he just left me, but the thing that hurt the most is that you and jeno never even asked me to hang out with you and when i really needed jeno during the thunderstorms i was completely ignored and had to cry myself to sleep every night, that's what really hurt".

i finally let it all out. i couldn't help it, once i started saying the first couple of words it all just came flying out and i couldn't hold myself back, and i also couldn't hold back the tears that came down my face next.

they were speechless, i could see it in their eyes, it was an awkward silence and neither of them knew what to say. jeno was the first one to speak up surprisingly.

"renjun i am so sorry for how i treated you, i was so caught up in jaemin coming back that i forgot about how close we were, i know that sounds bad and i am sorry for everything really, i never meant to hurt you and it's hurting me that i completely ignored you when you were at your worse, i'm such a horrible person and i really hope you can find a way to forgive me even after everything that i have done, and i am willing to make up for it".

"im very sorry to renjun, i never knew how close you and jeno were, i just came back and stole him away from you, if only I knew then i would've asked you to come hang out with us, we all could have gotten close again, and stayed up but it's my fault to because i never noticed until know how upset you really were, i was stupid and such a horrible friend, please forgive me renjun, i miss when you were happy".

"it's okay guys, i know that you both are very sorry for everything and i forgive you both, you guys were best friends before jaemin left and i know how sad jeno was when you first left so i should have expected this to happen, you both missed each other dearly, i just want us all to be happy again and possibly hang out together instead of just two people hanging out, i hope you both can except me and want to hang out with me"

"we would love for you to hang out with us renjun, we missed you so much and love you more than anything"

"it's true we love you so very much and would be lost without you renjun, now let's go watch some movies cuddled up in jeno's bed"

i'm so happy things are back to normal now and i can finally be happy. i got up and put my bowl in the sink then grabbed both jeno and jaemin's hand and ran to mine and jeno's room, finally i could cuddle up to my two favorite people in the whole world. once we all were cuddled up in jeno's bed we began to watch a movie but as the two of them focused on the movie all the ran through my head was the both of them saying how much they loved me, why are my cheeks heating up just thinking about it ?
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i'm sorry for how messy this chapter is and i tried my hardest to make it long and not seem dragged out, so i hope you really enjoyed reading this chapter and not that everything is cleared up we can get into some norenmin action yay, i love you all and thank you for reading ♡