roommate // norenmin

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hello everyone, finally an update, sorry it has been forever, i want to apologize for that i just had a lot going on and needed some time hope you can understand, i love you all, hope you enjoy !! ♡

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renjun's pov

it's been a couple of weeks since the talk with jeno and jaemin, everything has been getting better, it's not totally okay yet but i know they're really trying to include me and that's all that matters. jeno has been staying in our room now and when we had another really big thunderstorm he let me climb into his bed and cuddled me, i finally began to feel safe and loved again. there were sometimes when jaemin would come into the room at night and cuddle up with jeno, but i just had to deal with it because even though they promised to include me i can't take away what they had before.

now it was morning and again like always i was eating cereal in the kitchen, but this time haechan was across from me, which is very surprising considering one mark is not here, and two he never leaves mark's side. he seemed to be a bit down and out of it, which was very uncommon for haechan considering he is the loudest in the group and the second loudest in the whole nct because we all know lucas is the loudest. maybe i should ask him what's going through his mind and what happened?

( renjun is italic, and haechan is bold )

" what's a matter hyuck"

"what do you mean renjun everything is fine, im just tired"

of course i would believe this, but when i noticed the swelling of his eyes and the tears that started to form i knew something was up. haechan was never one to cry unless it was something very serious, and i never saw him fake a smile until now.

"haechan please don't lie to me, i know when someone is upset, trust me i spent half this year in bed with sadness wrapped around me like a blanket"

"i just don't want to sound like a crybaby, im getting upset over the stupidest situation and it's nothing i should be crying over"

"haechan it's okay if you want to cry once in a while, it's best to get all the emotions out because if you don't then it will eat you up and you will be buried deeper into more sadness, you just need to let it out sometimes"

as soon as i said that tears started to stream down haechan's face, it hurt to see one of the happiest members like this, and i just wanted to know why.

"now tell me haechan what's the matter"

"it's mark, he's been distant lately, and yeah i know it's nothing serious or something i should cry over but without him i feel lost, he has never left my side ever since we debuted, when i needed a friend to talk to he was there, when i needed extra help with dance moves he would stay up late with me to help even if he had to get up early the next morning, he hasn't talked to me in a whole day and i feel something is wrong, did i do something, did i upset him?"

"haechan first let me say its okay to cry over this and it doesn't make you a crybaby. second, you didn't do anything wrong, you're the sweetest ever and how could mark ever get mad at you, you have annoyed him a lot and he's always stayed by your side, you called him ramenhead for a year and did he ever leave you, no. did you try talking to him? maybe he's just tired from practice and having to stay late to record for all these comebacks"

"you're right renjun, and maybe i should try and talk to him, i just assumed he was mad at me and thought that he didn't want to have anything to do with me so i left him alone. i think i should go talk to him now"

"im always right, i am huang renjun, the one who brings light into this world. now go talk to mark, he might really need your presence right now"

"thank you so much renjun, bye i love youuu"

i laughed as haechan dragged out the "u" in i love you, im glad to have someone like haechan around, he always finds a way to make me smile.

i finished up my cereal and stood up to put my bowl in the sink when i turned around jeno and jaemin were standing there with the biggest grins on their face.

(another conversation y'all, renjun italic, jaemin normal, and jeno bold)

"what, why are you looking at me like that"

next thing i know they're running up to me and attacked me into a big hug, i felt my cheeks heat up and my heart starts to beat faster, this effect they have on me is driving me wild.

"renjun my love you're the sweetest boy on this planet"

"what do you mean jaemin?"

"he means, thank you for being the sweetest boy ever and helping out a friend that was upset, you're the purest in this world, and we both love you so much"

is it possible for my cheeks to get even redder?

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y'all this chapter almost went to 1000 words, hopefully, this is good, im sitting at my mom's job doing nothing until 3 pm so i thought that maybe i should update for you all, thank you for reading, love you all so much ♡