Can't Stop Fucking With You

Chapter 19

Elijah
~~~~~~Flashback~~~~~

I walked back into the living room, and I saw Krystal's purse, phone, and carryon bag missing.

"Where did Krystal go, ?" I asked Sierra.

"Oh she took some I'm guessing clothes with her then left," she said cheerfully.

"What did you tell her ?"

"I told her that cheated on her and that I might be pregnant," she said smiling and giggling.

"What ? The baby's not mine," I defended.

"Oh baby, yes it is," she paused, "I said oh you're cheating on him too and she asked too as if she didn't know. You didn't tell her ?"

"No not yet," I sighed, "Where did she go ?"

"I don't know, but she doesn't matter anymore, you have me," she said walking towards me smirking.

"Get out," I growled. She ruined my relationship for me. I knew she would be mad, but I should've been the one that told her. A baby ? that can't be mine. We didn't even have sex. Something's off

~~~~~~~Flashback~~~~~~~

Nick

I've been getting the drift that Krystal isn't interested. I'm not even mad or anything. I said I would be happy even if we are just friends. It was funny to even think she'll be ready to hop in another relationship, especially when she just got of one. We just met as well.

She's been great company. She always asks what she can and can't do when I'm out on my little trips. I don't think she's been texting her ex at all though. Maybe it's just me. Maybe I'm not the one for her and that's completely fine with me.

My mind really hasn't been in the right place as well. I've been thinking about every and anything possible. Good or bad. I hate going back in time. I feel useless all over again.

I haven't even seen my dad in I don't know how long. Does he even still think about me ? Does he remember I exist ? Is he done drinking ? All questions I can't answer. I could call, does he still have the same number as before ? Does he have enough money to pay for it ? How is he paying for it ? Could I help him ? All these damn questions and not one I can get an answer to.

I just want to visit my home. See if it's still like how it was when I was there. Probably not. It's been years, who knows who's there and what they did there.

I hope by the time Krystal leaves she gets the answers she's always asking about. Hopefully she'll answer mine as well. It would only be fair. Don't you think ?

Krystal
<A month and a half later>

Shit really hurt now. I miss Elijah more than I ever thought I would. I can't stand to be away from him, but me going back to him I'm going to look stupid.

Yes me and Nick have had sex, a couple times actually. He was almost as big as Elijah. We had good sex I'm not about to lie on that, but now I really do miss my first love. I want him back. It's going to take time and I mean a lot of time for us ever to be good or back where we were.

I have to deal with seeing him tomorrow and I don't know if I can do it. I feel like Nick knows I miss him. I can't really hide my feelings too well sometimes. Especially if I'm just not in the spirit. I want to talk to him, know he only wants me, but more importantly, I want to know that baby isn't his. He cheated, he did what he did, and I felt how I felt.

I would just sit somewhere thinking about us and everything between us. The good and bad. I've never made a mistake, and yet he's made so many. I can't even comprehend the idea of someone doing me this dirty. Especially as an adult. He even had the audacity to not tell me each time. I had to find out myself. That's a damn shame. He made mistakes multiple boys would never think of. He slept and fucked multiple people and that's just what I'm going to do as well.

I walked into Nick's private little office, he had one when he had to do school work or school work online. "Come in," I heard his sweet voice say. I walked inside and looked down at my feet. I heard his chair spin around so he must've been turned towards me. "Yes Krystal ?"

"Can you um come here for a second, ?" I asked still looking at the ground. I heard movement and then soon enough my chin was being lifted. I was forced to look at him, in the eyes. After a good minute of us staring at each other he spoke, "What may I help you with ?"

"I-" I tried saying before I just grabbed his face crashing my lips onto his. He was shocked but soon started kissing me back. We pulled away once we needed air. I just stared into his eyes. I've been doing that a lot more lately and I don't even be knowing it. It feels as if I'm in my own world with nothing to disturb me, but my own thoughts.

"Is that all, ?" Nick asked me causing me to snap out of headspace. I nodded not knowing why I did what I did. I walked out of his private office going into the bedroom. I begun getting sleepy so I just laid down falling asleep with my headphones in.

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<Next day at work>

I went into work not really in the spirit at all. Elijah came in a minute after to me. He didn't try to talk to me yet today. I wasn't worried. It is what it is now. Elijah gave me that attitude. It's like I have no emotions anymore. I can still feel it's just not as much. Things happen and whatever happens happens, that's just how I view things at this point. I care if we're friends but once you get to the point where it's like it is what it is, we're still friend it's just I'm not going to care as much now. You'll be treated like everybody, an associate.

<5 hours later>

I was getting ready to pack up and leave until I got stopped. I turned around to see Elijah, and I was actually pretty happy about that. I looked up to him just waiting for him to say something.

"Please, I can't stand you not talking to me. Can I at least explain to you, ?" he asked me with pleading eyes. I sighed answering.

"Yes."