Can't Stop Fucking With You

Chapter 21

Krystal

He hurt me numerous of times and yet each time I took him back. My heart has been broken. That month I left and didn't speak to him broke me. I feel as if even if we prove this baby isn't his I'm not going to trust him fully.

Can you trust someone fully again after they broke your heart twice ?

Nick is great and great at sex as well. I can't lose him as a best friend. He's been here through this whole break up, makeup thing. Leaving him would hurt me even more. I think he just has to leave and never speak with me again but that's definitely not going to be the case. The short time we've known each other was amazing. I haven't gotten this close to someone in a really long time. During this month he's been my best friend, shoulder to cry on, fuck buddy, and parent. He gave me advice on everything I was going through. I know he likes me more than a friend and I hate that I can't be with him in that way.

I don't think I can be with anyone new and have full trust with them. I trust Nick. While we were doing what we were doing I had complete faith in him. He didn't cheat, and I couldn't imagine him cheating on anyone let alone me. I always fall for the wrong guys. Nick is great, better than anybody I've been with. He's never let his crush on me affect the advice he was giving me. And that's the main reason I can't be without him either. He's proven himself to me that I can tell him everything and he wouldn't judge me.

That means a lot since nobody gets that close to me, ever.

"Krystal, you ready to go, ?" Elijah asked me, bringing me out of headspace. I nodded my head and got up.

We're going to Sierra's house to get the baby results. I was kind of nervous but at the end of the day if it's his he has to take care of them not me. I would be hurt but at the same time, he did this to himself. That also means he actually cheated on me and just still hasn't admitted it.

We got into the car and Elijah really tried to talk to me, but I really just wasn't in the spirit. It's not that I'm mad at him or anything, I just want to have time to think. Sometimes me just thinking by myself helps me. It's weird I know, but that's just what I do. I put my earphones in and listened to music while I thought. After a good few minutes, I had a tap on my shoulder. I turned my head to see Elijah looking at me.

"What, ?" I asked taking out one of my earphones.

"Your phone keeps flashing and we're here." I looked around this unknown area and saw we were in front of a two-story house. I let an out a deep breath and started to get out. Soon after Elijah got out as well. I made it to the front door and rung the doorbell. I was getting more and more irritated by the minute. Her car is in the driveway, so I know she's home. I let out another deep breath and knocked on the door. I felt Elijah's eyes on me, but I didn't care. Finally, the front door opened revealing Sierra. She let us in. She told us to sit down but I decided to stay standing. Being in her presence got on my nerves enough.

Then after a minute of us talking, Darius walked in with a huge grin on his face. I didn't say a word the whole time because I knew if I did I would say some hurtful things.

"Okay guys, here's the test," Darius said as he sat down next to Sierra.

"Okay let's hear it," Elijah said wanting to get it over with as well. Sierra opened the envelope and pulled out the white paper.

"Haha you're the daddy," Sierra said looking up at me. I turned to look at Elijah who was just sitting there shocked.

"That's not possible. We never slept together," Elijah defended.

"You're just saying that because your girlfriend is right there," Sierra fired back. While they were arguing nonstop I checked my phone. I had over 30 messages from, "Nickyboo😘💕" I opened his messages and what he sent me, sent me over the edge.

"You motherfuckin' bitches," I spat out of anger getting all their attention.

"What did ya hoe ass call me, ?" Sierra asked.

"Ohhh I'm the hoe but yet I ain't never faked my pregnancy to get no motherfucking money or to make my enemy mad. You a low down dirty ass bitch," I laughed. "And here I am fucking leaving my mother f-ing boyfriend over some bs you wanted to tell me."

"Bitch you have no proof of any of that," Darius said trying to defend her.

"Aye don't call my girl no bitch bruh. I'll bust yo ass," Elijah warned him standing up. I laughed and looked down at my phone.

"Don't let me get started on ya scooby doo looking ass," I paused laughing again. "I'm a bitch but yet ya ass wanted to get wimme not too long ago so you can shut the fuck up."

"The baby's his now you gotta deal with her for the rest of your life," he spat.

"There's no motherfucking baby dumbass," I let out of breath. "If this was your way of getting back at me for not wanting your desperate ass then you won," I came closer to him.

"Aye baby, calm down. Let's leave," Elijah tried to reason with me.

"Nawl nigga get the fuck up off me," I pushed him back. "You still kept in contact with this bitch," he froze. "Oh, you thought I ain't realize that shit ? Nawl baby I just ain't say nun."

"Acting all buddy-buddy with this grinch looking bitch," I looked her up and down. "Looking like she just stole christmas having ass. I ain't really wanna do this to ya bitchass since I know you was my nigga but damn nigga shit, all you do is fuck with ugly hoes. Ain't none of them compare to me," I sighed and shook my head.

"Who the fuck you calling the grinch, ?" Sierra said putting her hand in my face.

"You, you dumbass bitch," I said punching her till she fell on the ground. "Don't *punch* you *punch* ever *punch* put *punch* ya *punch* dirty *punch* ass *punch* hands *punch* in *punch* my *punch* face *punch* I said as I got off her since she was still trying to get a couple of licks in and I was done with her. "Let's go," I told Elijah grabbing my purse and phone heading towards the door. "Oh and Darius ? Teach your girl how to fight for me. That wasn't a challenge," I said walking out with a stunned Elijah behind me. We make it in the car and closed the doors. "Drive me home I need to get ready so I can meet up with Diamond," I explained to him, getting on my phone texting Nick back.

"Thank you Nicky. You're a lifesaver. We need to discuss what happened tomorrow sound good ?" Send. I put my earphones in and started listening to music.

Today has been a pretty good day so far, I smile to myself.