Can't Stop Fucking With You

Chapter 23

Krystal

We waited as Alex got us some drinks even though I told them we're not staying long. Alex sat down next to Diamond and I brought out my phone.

"Okay y'all be quiet because I don't know how clear you can hear him," I explained pressing play on the voice record.

~~~~~~~~~Voice record~~~~~~~~~

"Why did you do it, ?"

"Cheat ?"
"I didn't mean to."
"Okay look. I didn't know me and her was going to become this serious and I didn't know I would be this attached to her kids and her this much. If I can go back in time and do it over I would never cheat on her. She means so much to me but I think now I've lost her."

"When did you cheat on her ?"

"Like the first week we got to messing around. We wasn't serious then and I didn't think we were going to become this serious."

"Okay"
"What else happened ?"

"Whatcha mean ?"

"Why did she get so mad ?" *laughing* "Because it obviously had to be something else involved. No one gets this mad over a little cheating done in the very beginning."

"The girl I had you know sex with is pregnant..."

"My bad. Reflex for some bullshit"

"Are you going to try and get her back or.. ?"

"I want to but I don't know where she is"

"mmmhh okay"

"What ? where are you going ?"

"Back to Diamond," *giggling*. "I'm done here so there's not point of me being here"

"So you're not going to help me ?"

"Look Zay you seem like a really great guy okay ? And I would love for you and my sister to be happy together but I can't really do anything. I can put a good word in for you and maybe pled for you, like me and her in court but that's about it"

~~~~~~~End of voice record~~~~~~

Elijah snickered a little as I stopped the recording. I waited for somebody to say something. I got the answers I thought she needed and wanted so that's all I can do.

I yawned, "Okay well sus I love you to death and whatever you choose to do I'll be happy with....just please...make yourself happy as well because I don't wanna see my baby hurt no more," I said getting up, hugging her and kissing her on the cheek. I picked up my purse and phone letting Elijah know we're about to leave. "Oh and Alex ? Thank you for taking care of her and make sure to treat her right if y'all got more going on," I winked at both of them as Alex nodded. "Diamond he's cute," I said in a whisper kind of tone but not trying to really keep it just between us. I yawned again on my way out.

"Baby you sleepy, ?" Elijah asked.

"Mmhh. You gone carry me inside if I fall asleep," I said, already dozing off in the car.

"Yeah," he chuckled. "Sure thing." After that I was completely knocked out. I woke up comfortably in somebody arms but quickly realized they were Elijah's. I automatically wrap my arms and legs around him as I lay my head on his chest. We make it inside, and I was placed down and immediately started whining.

"I'll be right back baby let me just change," Elijah said as I hummed in response.

He came back and laid in bed next to me. After he got comfortable, I got on top of his and laid down getting comfortable myself. Elijah let out a deep breath and that's all I can remember before I fell asleep.

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I felt someone wipe my cheek which caused me to open my eyes. I blinked a couple times to let my eyes focus on who it was touching me. Elijah looked worried and I couldn't figure out why until he spoke.

"Krystal, why are you crying ?" Crying ? I wiped my cheek and surely enough I was crying.

"No reason. Your thinking too hard," I tried to lie to him.

"No tell me what's wrong. Have you cried about anything lately, ?" he asked.

"Nope," I laughed. "Crying isn't going to help anything and I haven't felt the need to," I shrugged my shoulders.

"Is anything bothering you ?"

"I don't vent to people," I stressed to him sitting up about to get off him but before I could he gripped my waist and sat me back on him. I let out a deep breath and stared at him.

"Vent to me. Maybe I can help."

"I don't vent to people and I don't vent to the people I need to vent about," I tried to explain to him.

"Still tell me."

"Okay look I can't feel bad for you right now. I can't feel bad for anyone," I shrugged. " I lost all my feelings after everything happened with Sierra. Maybe, maybe I'm broken," I sighed. "I don't feel anything and I really don't want to. The more I feel the more hurt I get. I fucked myself up," I stressed.

"What can fix you ?"

"Fix me ? I don't want to be fixed, I'm fine," I said smiling. Which wasn't a lie I was fine. I'm living right ? Then that means I'm fine.

"Krystal, no you're not. Why won't you admit that ?"

"I don't know because maybe I don't know if i am or not. I'm surprised I even said I was broken. I don't want help I'm fine," I stressed recalling wanting this conversation to end. Can you fix a broken person anyway ?

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We stayed in silence after that and I took that as a sign to get up and get started with my day. I had to meet Nick in about 4 hours. I needed to actually vent to him and tell him about everything that happened.

I decided to take a shower while listening to music. While I was doing that my phone rung and it announced, "Nickyboo with kissy face with heart and two pink hearts is calling." I hopped out of the shower I was basically done with and was just in there thinking for a minute or two. I answered it and Nick told me he had some business to take care of and needed to take a rain check. I sighed because I was really looking forward to speaking with him. I left out of the shower realizing I didn't bring any other clothes.

"ELIJAH," I yelled.

"Yes , ?" He asked from behind the door.

"Can you do me a favor please, ?