||COMPLETED|| Deeper in Love with You// David Dobrik & Logan Paul Fanfic

Chapter 41 - He's Gone

I sat and waited at my apartment for David to arrive for hours. I finished watching Riverdale, now also waiting for season 3. I made myself three coffees which achieve my goal of making me feel alive. Waiting, waiting, waiting. Soon 11pm passed, then 12pm and at 1:30am you got a call from Dom. 

Phone call with Dom.

D- Anna, Anna where are you?

A- At home, why? What's wrong?

D- Anna you need to get to the hospital, it's David.

My breathing stops, my eyes water. Just the thought of him being hurt makes my head spin. 

A- W-what happened? Is he okay?

D- He w-w-was in a car accident. Anna you need to get here as soon as you can, he's not in a good way. 

A- Okay, okay. Be there in 10. 

End of phone call with Dom. 

Before Dom can get another word in I hang up and sprint around the apartment, grabbing my keys and bag. I run to my door, fling it open and go as fast I can down the hallway to the stairs. The elevator will take too long. I almost trip down the stairs, my legs going faster than my body could keep up. My vision is blurry from tears as I run out of the stairwell doors and into the carpark. 

I race to Mia and speed out of the apartment building carpark. 

...

I rip the keys out of the ignition, stagger out of the car, not caring that I parked in two parks. I rush through the emergency doors to be faced with the whole vlog squad. Literally everyone. 

Gabbie and Liza were sobbing in each other's arms. Kristen and Corinna were sitting on the small couch, holding hands, wide eyes as tears rolled down their cheeks. Scott, Jason and Jonah held Toddy back who was screaming and yelling at a nurse, I couldn't make out what he was saying. Matt had Carly and Erin wrapped in a hug as his eyes stare blankly ahead, looking as nothing, lost in his own thoughts. Heath and Zane were sitting next to each other, head in their hands. I could see they were both shaking, violently. My eyes finally landed Alex, Dom and BigNik sitting side by side on the uncomfortable looking hospital chairs. Alex was fiddling with his shaky hands as Dom quietly spoke to BigNik. 

"HE IS NOT FUCKING GONE! IT'S DAVID!! HE'S NOT GONE!" I finally understand Toddy's yelling.

"TODD, calm down man. You're not m-making this go away or get any b-b-better" Scott stutters. 

My head goes fuzzy. 

David, gone?

No. Not my David. Not our David. 

My legs lost their feeling and I dropped to the floor. I feel a sharp pain in my knees as they slammed into the lino flooring but I soon forgot about it. I pull my knees to my chest and rocked back and forth. My face was flooded in tears, there was snot coming from my nose and my cheeks felt like they were boiling. I was practically choking on my tears when Alex notices me. 

"Guys, guys, guys. Anna" Alex says as he runs over to me. All the vlog squad turn towards me and start shuffling towards me. 

Alex lowers himself down and sits next to me. He pulls me into his chest and my screams and sobs finally escape. 

"H-h-he's not g-g-gone. Not m-my D-d-davidddd..." I trail off in a sob. 

"Anna, the crash, it was impossible to save him. He was going too fast and the other car hit the driver's side as he ran a red light. There was nothing they could do" Alex says soothingly. 

He died in car accident, while he was driving to see me. He was speeding and ran a red light, to see me. He died because of me. I killed him. Suddenly the thought takes over my mind and I begin to scream. 

"I-I-I killed him, I k-killed David!" I wail into Alex's chest. "H-h-he was on his w-way to see m-me" I break down. Everything goes black as I shut my eyes and just let it all out. 

"I-I chose him. H-he loved me, I-I-I l-love him. He c-c-can't leave m-me" I spill. 

I sob into Alex's chest for what feels like hours until I feel him let go of me and two pairs of arms lift me up. I open my eyes to see both of my arms wrapped over Scotty and Todd's shoulder. I nearly trip as the support me to my car. Alex takes out my keys and rushes to the driver's side of the car. I feel Scott and Todd place me down in the passenger seat as, Dom, Jason and Jonah hop into the back. 

...

The drive to David's house is all a big blur. I recall Jason, Alex and Dom discussing funeral arrangements and Jason calling David's family back in Vernon Hills. I remember thinking about David's younger siblings and how I took their older brother away from them. I took him away from everyone. I thought of all of his fans, I'm the reason their inspiration, hero and entertainment died. It is all my fault.

 My head spins as Dom and Alex pull my out of the car and through David's front door. I see myself getting leaded to David's room, getting tucked into bed and told to rest. I think it was Alex but it could have been Dom. 

My world darkens as my eyes close and in the back of my mind. I don't really want them to open again. 

PLEASE DON'T KILL ME. I REALLY DIDN'T WANT TO DO THIS BUT I COULDN'T THINK OF ANOTHER ENDING ONCE I CAME UP WITH THIS ONE. AND I WOULD BE LYING IF I SAID I WASN'T CRYING WHILE I WROTE THIS BECAUSE SHIT GOT REAL DEEP TRYING TO EXPLAIN EVERYONE'S EMOTIONS. THE FINAL CHAPTER IS NEXT AND THEN AN EPILOGUE. PLEASE DON'T HATE ME <3 PLEASE PRESS THE STAR AND COMMENT DOWN BELOW, AGAIN, I'M SORRY. I LOVE YOU ALL :)))))))