Lost and Confused

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Everything's blending together. I don't know where I am. Time has become irrelevant and I no longer have a plan. I used to know what day it was, I used to know the time. But now my world's crashing down and I think I'm going blind.

My vision blurs and I've lost track of the old and new. I can't remember whether you died a week ago or if it was too soon. I'm not sure whether my dreams have become a reality or not. I need to write it down before I lose this thought. I can't remember who you were or why I ever loved you. Or if you'll ever read this, please help me I'm confused.

Now you're probably wondering who I am and why I think I'm lost, but the truth is, I don't really remember and I'm not sure these are my own thoughts. I've begun to think I'm being controlled by some evil master-mind; so please put me down, before I go out of my mind!

A/N: Sometimes this is actually how I feel. Lost and confused. I don't know why I'm telling you this because you probably think I'm crazy. But to be honest, I'm not sure. I don't think I am and I'm probably not, but I hope you enjoyed this little random thought.

And yes some of it rhymed but I can't help it. I actually had to try not to rhyme for the whole little thought. It was difficult but that's just how my mind is. And I know some of it doesn't make sense... I'm gonna stop bothering you now.

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