I just don't know what to do with my life anymore. I'm not sure what to say. Not sure what to do. Seems I can't please my parents. Rarely talk to my siblings. My friends know everything about me. I have almost no secrets left. It's like my world just... Hit me in the face. Reversed itself. Flipped upside down. Whatever you want to say. It's changed. And I don't know what to do. I'm not really sure who I am anymore... Not even sure if I'm of any use. I just... *sigh* It's like my life just ended. Or maybe it began. Whatever it did, I hope it's happy with itself... I'm more confused than ever. I just don't want anything. Anything at all. I don't want a life. I don't want to be surrounded by AMAZING friends and not deserve them. I don't want to be me. I don't want to be here anymore... I don't want anyone to hate me. I feel like everyone hates me. Please... Don't deny anything here. Just let me sit in my misery for a while. Let me work this out. Let me do my thing. If I seem sad, then you know why. That's the only reason I wrote this. It's just an update. Don't think this is your fault. It's not. It never could have been. I feel like if you did think that, then I would be the cause of your pain. I just want you to be happy. So let me try to figure this out so I can be happy and try to cheer you up when you're down. Cause I feel like I'm doing a pretty sh*t job right now. I love you guys. I'll see you when I see you... Remember: Don't deny a single thing I said. Please. I'm begging you right now...
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~My Thoughts~
Non-FictionThis is just somewhere I write things. I start thinking and then I start writing. It might be sad, it might be happy, or it it could be infuriating. A little birdy told me to open up a bit. So I will. To you.
