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i always seem to mess it up. its like i want to loose everything but in all reality, i dont...
SKYE'S P.O.V
Bridie did have a point. i need to put my big girl pants on and go face joe. i need to find out why he wont talk to anyone, and i need to go see chase. i wanted to go see chase first because 1. joe's parents are home and i dont want them to get into all of this and 2. i want to see chase cuz its easier.
i got to chase's house and his mom wasnt home so i went and just walked in. i heard music playing and so i followed the sound cuz i had no idea where i was going. i got to what im assuming is his room and tried to open the door. it was locked. i went to reach for the top of the door trying to find one of those things you use to unlock them but couldnt find one. i went to another room and finally found it. i unlocked his door and couldnt find him. i seen another door and knocked on it but got no responce. i called out his name and knocked but got nothing. i unlocked it and found chase laying on the floor with about 3 pill bottles and blood all over him. and when i say all over him, i mean ALL OVER HIM! he had cuts all up his arms and a few on his legs. i went and picked up the bottles and they werent open yet. i grabbed my phone and called the ambulance. i was crying more than i have ever cried before. i called joe and he didnt answer. but ofc hes not going to hes mad. i decided not to call anyone else so theres not a whole bunch of people involved. they got there and put him in the back and i rode with. i wanted to call his mom and tell her but im gonna wait until we get there. i held his hand on the way.
we got there and they rushed him in and wired him up and everything.
ive been in the waiting room for about 3-4 hours waiting for me to be allowed to go into his room. a few minuets one of the ladies said i could go see him.
Ladie:"Room 317" i nodded my head and ran as fast as i could to his room. i got in and seen his pale lifeless looking body sleeping peacefully. i grabbed his hand and started spilling my feelings.
Skye:"I feel like i have to choose. Like i have to choose between you and Joe, but one of you doesnt win in the end you end up heart broken. I fight with myself about it cuz i dont want just one of you i want both." i just sat there and held his hand while i rant and cry.
i eventually felt tired and just wanted to go to sleep so i moved the little couch that they had in the room right next to chase, kissed his cheek, held his hand, and went to sleep.
i woke up to the sound of the nurse walking into the room and looking and fixing stuff.
Nurse:"He should be awake soon. Would you like some food?"
Skye:"Yes please." i said and gave her a small smile.
JOE'S P.O.V
I was in my room and my mom and dad just got home. my mom knocked on my door and i really wasnt in the mood.
J/M:"Joe whats wrong you havent been out of you room for days. Will you come and talk to us?" i opened my door and rolled my eyes.
J/M:"Please?"
Joe:"Why do you care now? You never carred before, but now that i have been in my room for a few days you want to come and try to "talk" to me? What about the time before i tried killing myself. I tried to talk to you guys but you wouldnt listen, why do you think i got into so much trouble? To get your attention! And after i tried to but failed, you guys did nothing but ignore me! JASON WAS THE ONLY ONE THAT CARRED!!" i yelled as my mom stood there crying. she walked away and then my dad came storming in my room. he shut the door behind him and walked closer to me.
J/D:"WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE YELLING AT YOUR MOM LIKE THAT?!? SHE DOES CARE OR ELSE YOU WOULDVE BEEN DEAD AND OUT OF THIS HOUSE-"
Joe:"The only reason why im still in this house is because of jason. He told you guys to keep me here. HE HELPED ME GET BETTER!!" i yelled while i just let all of my tears out. we just started yelling back and forth and everything that he was saying was actually starting to hurt me. he was waving his finger in my face until i slapped his hand way. he brought it back up and had a tight grip around my neck. every time i tried to talk or get air his grip got tighter, but everything started to get blurry and everything was black
okay here you guys gooo!!!!! btw chase doesnt dieee sooo....
luv u guys!! :)))
