Intoxicated With You (BWWM)

Chapter eighteen

The song is Troye Sivan - what a heavenly way to die. I've been obsessed with it lately and I think is goes well with this chapter.

Nicholas's POV

"Katherine lost her memories because I took her virginity. Right before I did I told her she wouldn't ever rid of me. Nothing you'd do would erase the mark I would permanently etch into her soul."

What he just say?

I don't think I processed what I heard. But somehow before my mind can catch up, my body is already moving. Without a thought I take three steps over and then my fists connects hard with his smug face. The first punch made his head bounce back.

I didn't give him even a second to respond before I grabbed his head and drive my knee straight into his throat. I hope I broke his neck. Its like I couldn't even focus on anything but beating the life out of him. I wanted to make him hurt. I wanted to see blood pour our his wounds I create because he deserves it.

He fell with a loud thud on the floor. Looking down I see him coughing like a someone whose inhaled too much smoke. His harsh wheezing for air caused from his bent windpipe made me even more enraged. He didn't even deserve to take another breath. I bent down closer staring into his eyes before taking his throat into my hands. I tightened by grip around it so break his esophagus.

"What the f*ck you just say?"

I all but spat in his face. I'm sure the look in my eyes showed just how livid I am. If not my fists certainly did. His wheezing continued longer without him answering my question. So I squeezed his neck to crush his wind pipe some more. It's probably not the smartest thing to do if I want him to talk but I don't give a sh*t.

The piece of dirt looked like he's going to pass out any second. I loosened my grip just enough. Couldn't have him dying just yet.

"Katherine lost her memory from the trauma of what I did." He muffles out once he can breathe better.

He wasn't helping my rage with his answer.

"What did you do to her!"

He noticeably flinched at my furious tone.

How could someone hurt my Kitten? She's innocent and pure.

"I told her I would hurt her because you're the one she loves." His confessions made be punch him again. There's blood leaking from his nose now where I punched him.

He hurt Kitten because she loves me.

That thought brought a black hole size amount of guilt to surface. I know it wasn't my fault but I felt somehow I'm still responsible. I pull away from him and stood up. I would never be able to forgive myself. But I wouldn never forgive him either. He took away my Kitten's innocence. He stood up with shaky limbs.

"I won't kill you because that'd be too easy."

He wouldn't get away so easy with death. No it should be something more painful. When I'm finished, he know he's f*cked with the wrong man's women. He'll be begging for me to kill him.

"Oh and if I ever see you anywhere near her again I won't stop next time. I'll be the last person you ever see. So stay the f*ck away from her!"

I didn't waste another second in front him but exit the store. Walking out the mall I felt rattled with an intense urge to break something. But it will have to wait until I go into the gym later. I'm sure I'd be needing a new punching bag. Right now I need to get back to the hospital. Katherine is probably awake, confused about eveything and why I wasn't next to her. She's all that matters now. Everything else will have to wait.
Going to my car where I'd parked I got in and speed off to the hospital. Katherine is waiting for me.

Katherine's POV

Opening my eyes I see a bright light. I almost wanted to shut them again. But I didn't. When I look around after I adjusted to, I come to the conclusion I'm in the hospital. The room is empty. The only noise is from the machine that's beeping mimicking my heart rate.

What happened?

I tried to remember what I was doing before I woke up here. Nicholas and I went to our elementary school. To see our first grade classroom. I was looking in when I felt dizzy before eveything went black. I guess I fainted.

But that isn't where my memory ends. There's more because I start remembering the younger me at the school late at night. I had sent a text to someone. My head went through a film of events showing what happened to me in the classroom.
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I was raped.

Thinking those words made me feel like a piece of myself came back but is gone at the same time. Somehow seeing the classroom caused me to remember that.

Is that why I fainted?

But most importantly who is that boy? He wasn't Nicholas and I don't know him at all. Speaking of Nicholas where is he. He must have been the one who brought me to the hospital. Looking around I try to find my phone. I find it on the end tabe next to the bed on top of folded clothes I had on earlier.

Reaching for it I decided to call Nicholas because after knowing what happened to me I needed him. I needed his piercing green eyes to looks at me with warmth so I could feel okay. I needed his strong biceps to hold me until I felt like myself again. Until I could forget what he did to me. That I was raped. Dialing his number I anxiously wait to hear his voice. It rang once before he answered.

"Kitten is that you?"

Something in my gut told me Nicholas wasn't okay. He doesn't sound like himself.

"Nicholas where are you? I need you."

I didn't even feel ashamed at how needy I must sound to him.

"Baby I'm outside the hospital I'll be there soon."

It didn't go unrecognized that Nicholas called me baby instead of Kitten. Something is really wrong. Either I'm being paranoid or Nicholas is only using a different pet name.

I'm probably losing it from hitting my head when I fainted. Seconds later Nicholas walked into the room. He looked upset. His smoldering gaze immediately made by body tingle.
He comes over holding my face close. He looks at me as if to make sure I'm really there. Neither one of us said a word but contine to stare into each others eyes. He tucked my hair behind my ear and climbs onto the skinny bed next to me.

There is barely enough space for the both of us but it felt pefect. Nicholas pulled me all the way on top of him and press me into his chest. I can hear the fast beating of his heart beneath me as he held me closer.

"Kitten can we just stay like this for a while?"

The way his voice said that made tears come to my eyes. He sounded weak like he's burdened by something. I just nod my head to respond. I didn't feel like talking. That's how we stayed for the rest of the night. Nicholas holding me while I laid on his body.

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