The next day I get up earlier than normal so I don't have to face Tae. Is it embarrassing that I haven't known the guy long and I have made out with him and gave him a hand job. Yes it is!
What the fuck Haylee!!!!I did my normal routine and left. Tip toeing to the elevator. I rode down to the lobby and started towards the door. I was so determined on getting out that door that I didn't realize that Namjoon came out from behind his desk and stood right in front of me.
"Where are you going this early?" He asked me crossing his arms.
"School." I said looking up at him and smiling.
"School doesn't start for another two hours Haylee. Are you avoiding Tae?" He asked me. I looked down guilty.
"Kinda. Is it that obvious." I asked him.
"Well I don't know anyone else in this building that you would have a need to avoid. You don't know anyone else besides me and Tae. So spill." He said pulling me over to one of the chairs on the opposite side of the lobby. We sit and I tell him a lot. How me and Callie joked about him being boyfriend material, how her roommate is Jungkook's girlfriend and how I told him that and he thought I was lying. I told him about Tae chasing me and then tackling me. I told him about the kiss and how I enjoyed kissing him and then I didn't totally come out and say it but I hinted that Tae had a problem that I helped him with.
"So is that why you are avoiding him?" He asked.
"I'm not really avoiding him because I don't like him. Cause believe me I do. I think it will be awkward, I've never done that with anyone else before. Hell I'm still a virgin! I don't know what to say to him." I confess.
"You don't have to I've heard enough. I understand completely." I heard a voice come from behind us and I turn around to see Tae standing there with his pajamas still on. Phone in hand.
Huh?Taehyung's P.O.V.-
I'm sleeping soundly after staying up for hours after what happened last night between me and Haylee. She looked so innocent yet seductive. Grrrr that girl will be the death of me. I haven't been that turned on or that hard in a looooong time. It was way over due. She got really shy all of a sudden when we got back to the apartments, maybe it was because we walked in together and Namjoon started asking questions. My phone rings loudly making me jolt out of my sleep. I look at my phone and see that it's Namjoon. I hit except but all I'm met with is Namjoon and Haylee's voice. I can make out Namjoon questioning her about being up early. School is her excuse I think. But it doesn't start for a while. I get up and slip on my shoes and head for the elevator. When I reach the lobby I stay quiet and creep towards Haylee and Namjoon. He leads her over to the sofa seats and they begin to talk. She talks about me being boyfriend material which makes me smile. She goes on about Jungkook's girlfriend and me not believing her, me chasing her through the woods, me tackling her and I chuckle at the memory. She tells him about our kiss. I can't see her face but I see Namjoon's and he's smiling from ear to ear so she must be smiling. She tell him that she enjoyed kissing me and that she wants to do it again, she tells him I had a little problem (it was a pretty big ass problem if you ask me) but she says that she helped me with that. Namjoon asked her if that's the reason she's avoiding me. My absolute attention is on her now. She says she likes me. (Awe I like her too) it doesn't shock me when she says she's still a virgin but Namjoon seems surprised. She doesn't know what to say to me huh? Well I think she just told me everything I needed to know.
"You don't have to I've heard enough. I completely understand." I say and she turns around and sees me standing there in my pajamas. I smile at her and walk to her. I sit on the seat next to her our bodies facing each other.
"Haylee I like you too. I heard everything. You don't have to avoid me cause even if it would've been awkward between us it wouldn't have mattered to me. You know why?" I ask and she shakes her head.
"Because, when you walk into the room or when I see you, your aura is so bright and full of energy I want to bottle it up and take it home with me. I've had girlfriends in the past but they weren't anything serious just little flings. Your body language speaks for you, you don't have to use words. Last night when you were shy because of what happened I was and am fine with that. At first I didn't get why you flipped and suddenly we're shy but I get it now. You being a virgin is not a big deal to be honest with you I couldn't tell. You came on so strong and had so much confidence when you were helping it was magic. Your the first girl that I've ever felt this way about. The minute I saw you I wanted to get to know you." I said all this to her and she watched and listened the entire time. Namjoon had gotten up and walked to his office room a few seconds after I sat down but I know his ass was listening to every word I just said. Haylee is looking at me with a stunned look. She suddenly springs up and hugs me.
"I've never had anyone say something like that to me before." She said. When I pulled her back she was crying.
What, what did I do?!?!Haylee's P.O.V.-
What Tae said to me was so heart warming I couldn't have asked for anything better. I hugged him when he was done.
"I've never had anyone say something like that to me before." I say and I start to cry. I couldn't help it. He pulls me back to look at me and sees me crying. A look of alarm flashes in his eyes.
"Are you okay?" He asks.
"Did I do something wrong?" He asks. I shake my head. This is it I will tell him why I moved here.
"I want to show you something." I say as I stand up and head to the elevator. He follows behind me into the elevator. We walk to my apartment and I unlock it and go in. Once he's inside I close and lock the door. I make sure the drapes are closed and then with my back to him I take off my shirt. I show him my back. All the deep and dark scars that have forever tattooed themselves on my skin. He walks closer.
"Can I touch...you?" He asks and I nod. I feel his finger tip slowly follow a scar. Scar after scar he feels them. After a while I don't feel his touch anymore. He turns me around and takes my shirt out of my hands leaving me exposed with only my bra covering my breasts. His hand goes to his mouth when he sees more scars. He pulls me into a hug.
"I'm sooo sorry I didn't know." He said. I just hug back. When he pulls away from the hug I put my shirt back on. Then I pull off my pants leaving my underwear on. The burns and scars on my legs keep me from wearing a swimsuit or short dress. He looks and feels these to. He traces one that goes all across my thigh. He looks up at me with sad eyes.
"How long were you... abused?" He asks.
"Since I was little." I say.
"Please tell me the person who did this is not out free in the world." He says standing up.
"No he took it way too far one time and beat me out in public where people seen and the cops were called. He's in prison right now. I don't expect to see him for a long time." I tell him.
"Come here." He says and kisses me sweetly but I can feel the passion and heartache within the kiss. Never have I ever had someone like him. Callie is the closest thing I have to a sister. But besides her Taehyung is it.I don't go to school today. Tae doesn't go to dance practice either. We stay in my apartment all day and cuddle with each other. He tells me things about himself and I tell him about the way less depressing things about myself. We fall asleep together on my couch and when I wake up I notice that it's 6:00 in the evening. I'm so totally at peace that I snuggle into him more and he pulls me closer and I fall back asleep. There's so much more I'm willing to tell him. But I figure one step at a time.
He will know who the real Haylee Jameson is one day at a time.
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