She's incognizant, alone, empty, confused.
He's broken, scared, guilty, regretful.
But they both belong together.
No matter how traumatic and unforgetable the past is.
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Kim Taehyung Vampire fanfiction
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Mature content
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A long pause of silence dawned upon us. His face was pained but I had no idea what to say. I did indeed remeber everything now, the last day included. I thought now that I got my memories back all of my questions would be magically answered but I still felt unsure somehow.
"Why would you say that about yourself?" I mumbled as I kept hearing the same sentence repeating in my mind. "Because It's treu." I shook my head and walked towards him. "I kind of understand you but that doesn't mean you're a bad person." I told him, he seemed to think about it for a while and opened his mouth to say something. "Don't say anything before thinking about my words. You are a good person okay? You've helped me a lot with my headaches and stuff, without you it would have been way worse by now."
He just looked down, he seemed to think about my words but the guilt was still there, i could almost feel it radiating off of him. "I sometimes kill people you know." He said, looking up. I sighed and shook my head in dissapointment. "Are you trying to make me scared now? Because it's not working." "I'm telling the truth." I gulped and averted my eyes to the wall. "I'm sure you didn't mean to do it." "It still happened." "What happened in the past stays in the past, don't hurt yourself like this." I mumbled as I took his hand in mine, lightly shaking it.
He sighed and sat down. I eyed his movements carefully and sat down on my bed too. "Do you know how you go into that coma?" He asked, altough it sounded harsher than expected
. I thought about his question, but now that I was thinking about it it all looked unlogical to me. You can't get into coma just because of losing a bit of blood. "N-no." "Do you want to know?" He asked, slowly looking up in my eyes.
"Y-yes?" My voice cracked. He kept his mouth closed for a minute before talking. "I know you'll be mad and I will give you the right to be but please let me do my story before you say anything." He said, I gulped and nodded. "Okay, tell me please."
"Ehm... so you remember the last day before you went into coma right?" He said hesistantly, his face turning into a pained expression. I kept my mouth shut and just nodded. "I was able to hold back before I killed you but you did lose a lot of blood because of me. It was so, so hard to hold back you know." He whispered towards the end. "I panicked once I had realized what I had done, I had no clue what to do. I was alone back then, with you laying unconscious on the ground. I wanted to fix stuff as fast as I could and that may have not been the smartest choice. I didn't want you to remember that at all, I was scared that you would hate me. In the end I just made you forget your memories. I didn't know this back then but taking away a lot of memories from someone makes them extremely weak."
He sighed and trew his head back, trying to not let his tears run down by looking at the ceiling. I noticed my eyes becoming watery as well so I wiped them dry with the sleeve of my hospital clothes. "The more memories you take the weaker you make the person. You can kinda compare it with taking away someone's energy, the more you take, the weaker the person is. I took away most of your childhood so that resulted in your body being too weak to wake up on it's own." He ended before putting his face in his hands. "I'm so so sorry. I'm a terrible person."
"Please don't blame yourself like this." He looked up, his eyes shocked and confused. "What do you mean, it's my fault. Ofcourse I should blame myself." "Those are lies." I denied him "I wasn't wearing my bracelet." I said as I looked down at the golden pendant that was around my wrist now.
"Let's stop talking about it now, I don't like to think back about it." Taehyung interrupted the silence after a while.
"C-can I just hug you?" I asked hesistantly. "W-what?" He said, looking at me while his brows crashed together. "I'm just happy to have my bestfriend back." I mumbled. Taehyung immediatly stood up and walked towards me before wrapping his arms around my waist tightly, not planning on letting go any time soon.
"Taehyung, you're squeezing me." I managed to get out as he was practically squishing me together. "I'm sorry, I just missed you more than I liked to admit to myself." He murmurred in my hair. I coulnd't help but let out a smile before petting his head softly. "Let's just forget the past and move on from now on. We can't change what happened anyways."
He pulled his head back and smiled at me, looking me right in my eyes.
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Author-note
FINALLY back with a new chapter School is being annoying and i've been kinda abandoning wattpad sowry Also i hope it isnt going too fast?
